You Are Not Alone~

Chapter 8: Questions and concerns

Author's note: Warning this contains past abuse and past injuries

That night Wizard was still quiet and was fed like a baby and he didn't feel like eating and turned his head to the side with a frown.

"I'm not hungry~" he mumbled and it made the couple a little bit concern about his behavior. "But baby you have to eat~" Espresso said with a frown. "Please kiddo eat something" Madeleine said and he reached out to pat Wizard.

But Wizard flinched and pulled away and shook hard. "Please I'm not hungry for dinner" he whispered softly and he started to tear up and shake hard and it made his parents sign and give up.

"Ok baby we understand completely" Espresso said and he picked Wizard up from his booster seat and carried him to the bathroom and ran a bath and went to do something while Wizard stared at the tub with wide eyes.

He could hear voices and they sounded familiar and yet so far away to him and they sounded pissed and then one pissed off and the other was screaming like it was scared to death.

"Shut him up I can't stand hearing his screaming!" "I'm trying he won't stop!" "Here let me show you!" "Stop it you're drowning him!" Wizard's breathing was getting quick and short, meaning he was having a panic attack.

Suddenly he felt diaper get wet as he shook hard and looked very scared as Espresso walked back in and he slowly backed up in fear as he turned the water off with a smile on his face.

"Now we can...felix? Honey are you ok?" He knelt down to Wizard who stared straight at the tub and he looked very scared to death and it make Espresso extremely concerned about it "Baby what's wrong~?"

He lifted Wizard's chin to make him look at him and Wizard suddenly pulled away shaking violently and he ran away causing Espresso to panic. "Felix!" He shouted and he ran after him.

This made Madeleine saw him run and hide in a corner in the living room and he slowly approached him and Espresso watched from a few feet away allowing him to take care of this. "Wizard it's ok~ it's ok~" Madeleine said gently.

This made Wizard shake more and tears welled up in his eyes as he looked so terrified of something. "It's ok~" Madeleine whispered and he got closer to the shaking cookie carefully.

"I...I...I...I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" Wizard whispered and he sobbed hard and Madeleine smiled and gently pulled him close and hugged him tightly. "Shh~ it's ok I'm here I'm here~" Madeleine whispered softly in a gentle voice.

Soon Wizard was a little better and they took him to the bathroom and gently pulled his robe off and diaper and Espresso saw old scars and old black and blue bruises and a black eye.

"Wizard what happened to you~" Espresso whispered softly and Wizard didn't answer him as Madeleine saw old scars on his bad and he felt his jam boil in his body. "I...I...I don't know" Wizard whispered and he shook hard.

"Felix we need to know what-" "Essy we need to let him tell us went he's ready" Madeleine whispered and he looked at Espresso with a sigh and Espresso sighed but nodded in agreement.

They put Wizard in the tub and he looked at them a little bit scared and worried about something. "Please I don't want to be in here~" he whispered softly and he felt gentle hands pour warm milk on his head and he whined.

"Shh~ it's ok~" Espresso and Madeleine said gently and they cleaned him gently as possible and they soon pulled him out and into warm fuzzy pj's and Wizard looked a little scared.

But soon he was a little better and held his arms up to be held and his stomach growled softly. "Heh looks like you were hungry~" Madeleine smiled and he took him to the kitchen and fed him with a smile and Wizard slowly ate it all.

Soon he was full and warm and cozy and Espresso took him in his arms and rocked him back and forth in a rocking chair and Wizard cuddled close to his chest and looked so tired and depressed.

But soon he was lulled to sleep with the sound of Espresso's heart beat and he sucked on his thumb like a toddler and looked so tired and drained from his panic attack earlier as the couple sighed and took him to bed.

They layed him down and hand him a bear to snuggle with and kissed his head and leave the room. "Essy I'm so worried and concerned about him" Madeleine whispered sadly.

"I know I am too~" Espresso whispered softly and he teared up. "Who would hurt a little cookie like him?" Madeleine asked as ge clenched his fist and growled softly as he suddenly felt Espresso put his hand on top of his.

"Easy Maddie I understand you're mad but easy~" he whispered softly and he kissed him and Madeleine returned the kiss and they stayed like that for a moment before pulling away.

"Tomorrow we'll go find a therapist for Wizard and hopefully get some answers soon" Expresso said and he holds his hand and lead him to their room with a certain smile on his face and Madeleine smiled and blushed a deep red.

"So you want top or bottom Essy~?" He asked as he pulled Espresso close and grinded against him. "A-ah~ I don't care but we gotta be quiet and not wake Wizard~" Espresso whispered.

"You got it, by Devine's light I will be super quiet and not make a peep" Madeleine whispered and he kissed Espresso and they went into their room and locked the door with grins on their faces and slowly walked their bed.

But little did they know that poor Wizard was tossing and turning in his sleep and was shaking hard and he was scared as this dream, no nightmare, no his memories of his past came back.