𝐀𝐬𝐲𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬✔

11|letter.

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Dear Ashlyn,

If you are reading this, it probably means that I have gone to Abu Dhabi, forever.

First, please wipe your tears. You shouldn't be crying because of someone like me.

Second, I know you will- but please don't try to find me. I had to leave this place, Ash, the number of good memories that I spent with you here were always overshadowed by the horrifying memories with my family.

I could not breathe here anymore.

And yes, I was fucking selfish.

Selfish for ignoring you, selfish for loving you, selfish for making all these promises to you knowing one day I will break them all.

I am so sorry my love, I didn't have the courage in me to tell this to you face to face.

I knew you would have supported me and told me to follow my dreams but I- I wouldn't be able to leave after seeing your face.

Please find someone that makes you happy, someone that isn't a fucking coward, and someone who knows how to treat a girl like you right.

I didn't deserve you, Ashlyn, you were too good for me.

I sincerely thank you for coming to my life and making it the best it could possibly be. You might not realize it but every single comment of yours, every single smile, and god every single fucking prank of yours made me want to live. 

I love you. 

Forever, yours.