Sometimes life doesnt revolve around a specific circuit
It throws you into a space where the weight inside is meaningless
you should do something to leave this space, you try but it's not enough for leaving .
after a while youre get tired and you decide to be carefree about every thing.
every fucking single thing that make you upseteven if it's harmful but you do it.
it doesnt matter for you that what happen after that
you jost want to be a carefree person at all just that"__"