Break up or make up

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SUNA POV 🌸✨

She started smoking as I started talking " I called kita and talk to him and he told me about everything I'm so sorry and I was wrong to break up with you are get mad at you with out letting you expla-" I was cut off by her " no u didn't care enough to let me explain you don't trust me that much that the problem I leave the house that isn't with you you want my Location on 24/7 and always calling especially when I'm hanging out with guys like wtf ur so clingy at first it was cute now it's like I can't even hang out with kuroo bo or kawa anymore and when I do you always assume I'm going to cheat it was a dare for crying out loud and THEIR GAY THERES NOTHING THERE I KISS MAKI ELIZABETH AND APRIL ALL THE TIME WITH OUT IT BEING SEXUAL OR ROMANTIC! SO DO U NOT TRUST ME THAT MUCH " she yelled sitting up her eyes a bit glossy

" I do trust you it's just......I'm scared.... " I mumbled " OF WHAT RINTAROU " she yelled I can see she was on the verge of tears and angry " .........of losing you to someone else.........." I mumbled again as I watched tears fall out of her eyes it hurt me seeing her cry and it hurt worse knowing I was the reason for her tears " ...,,..,rintarou you told me you liked me since ur first year..... you've held onto those feelings for a whole year going onto two years how my social are you even still like me hmm what if it's just some kind of sick game I mean you had no problem getting into a relationship with Ella huh but ever since I found out I had feelings for you I have not once thought about getting with anybody else except for you but you seem to have no problem running with your tail between your legs the moment you saw opportunity to....," she said wiping her tears and putting out her blunt


( smoking a good blunt always makes me happy but that I always get it interrupted with bullshit )

" so rintarou I want to hear it dead ass out of your mouth with all seriousness do u still have feelings for me or is it just the excitement of getting with somebody ..... " she asked looking me dead in my eyes " I do like you god I fucking love u but you were fucking player do you think Atsumu and osamu didn't tell me how you got with girls and guys one after another like it was a fucking domino affect " I said sitting up matching her anger " ok wow you're bringing that up that was in the past and I had a fucking reason for it " she said get more mad I hated arguing with her but for some reason I just couldn't stop the anger " WHAT WAS THE REASON WAS YOU TRIED OF RELATIONSHIP SO U FUCKED AROUND " I yelled by now I'm pretty sure the people outside of the party Heard us but I didn't care I was letting this all out tonight


" FUCKING WOW RINTAROU YOU DON'T KNOW SHIT I GO THOUGH OR WENT THOUGH " she yelled back " REALLY OR ARE U JUST A FUCKING HOE Y/N THAT THE REASON I DON'T TRUST " I said and instantly regretted it " .....I-I di- " I was cut off by her once again " no u did and if you're so unhappy and if you're so fucking insecure and untrustworthy then maybe we should stop seeing each other  " she said you can hear the venom in her words and regret was in the air " no y/n I didn't mean it" I said again trying to get through " no maybe it was for the best that I found out you think of me as a hoe " she said on the verge of tears as she said that I saw kita Oikawa kuroo and bokuto running out to my car i'm getting someone told him we were arguing


" you know I actually liked you but then it turns out you were such a fucking dick " she said turning to open the door and get out but I grabbed her hand stopping her and making her look at me " please y/n that came out wrong " I said pleading " then what huh you don't just called someone a hoe because it came out wrong you're still calling me a hoe sing the actual word or not " she said looking me dead in my eyes you can see the pain in hers " ............ maybe we should take a break...... instead of breaking up " I offered " no I don't ever wanna see your fucking face again suna " she said as she walked out of the car seeing Oikawa kuroo and bokuto The three engulfed her and a hug and walked her to her car as kita walked over to mines and sat in the car " ..........we heard everything from outside are u ok...." He asked as I broke down " I'm fucked kita I really did " I said as I cried as he patted my back and offered to drive me home bc Aran drove him here but already left


I took him up on his offer as he drove me home in my car I told him he can take it back to his house and just give me in the morning that's cool he agreed and drove off as I walked into my house taking off my shoes and walking upstairs flopping on my bed and looking at the ceiling " ...................fuck wtf is wrong with me " I said as I drifted off to sleep









TIME SKIP NEXT MORNING🌺🌺🌺
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As I walked into the school I immediately went to look for osamu or Atsumu as I saw them in the class sitting down talking with each other I walked in and went to them " hey guys " I said sitting down next to him " hey man ....we heard about what happened " osamu said I am mediately assumed they were going to hate me " what the fuck man I thought you actually liked her " Atsumu said ......he didn't hate me? " ,...........umm I- uhh " I said trying to figure out my words " why don't you hate me? " I asked " bc you're our friend and at the end of the day we assume something if this was gonna happen and y/n already said no beating your ass " Atsumu said jokingly but kind of serious as I chuckled " good to know " I said before explaining everything that happened last night to them



" .........." Atsumu and osamu stayed quiet for a minute before conversation with each other " she didn't tell him " osamu said " it's obvious she didn't " Atsumu said and they went back-and-forth on that for a while until he interrupted them " tell me what ? " I asked ".... Well you didn't hear this from me you heard it from the grapevine but y/n's ex bf cheated on her over and over again and their relationship was toxic as hell and after they broke up y/n decided to fuck around try not to get hurt anymore " Atsumu said answering my question " ......fuck " I said as I slam my head on the table as a teacher comes in and starts the lecture





after school 🌹🌹

Me Atsumu and osamu decided to go out for lunch and went to the local Ramen shop " I heard Karasuno's number 10 and number nine got into a fight recently " Atsumu said as he walked into the shop I immediately spot it y/n with bokuto kuroo Kenma akaashi Oikawa and Iwa " FUCK THAT HOT " she yelled as Atsumu and osamu looked at me " we can go somewhere else if you want " they said " nahh it's fine " I said looking around for a table seeing if there weren't any open " HEYO BOY U WANNA JOIN " Oikawa yelled as y/n nodded still blowing their hand off as the three of us walked over and sat down with them there was no awkward tension or anything just chill " ok so now that Spring nationals are coming up I decided to be the best person ever and have a chill day i say going to the beach " kuroo offered




" a chance to see y/n Mika April and Elizabeth in bikinis Count me in " bokuto said earning a slap from akaashi " I mean bo 😉 " y/n said hinding a faking blush she was so beautiful it made me crazy





















Why was I so fucking dumb






















I will get her back no matter what

























I'll need help from kita tho





























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Hey loves did u miss me ik u did I'm so I had midterms the day before Christmas Eve and then Christmas and New Year's and everything was just so packed and then School started back up and I had to help my mom with a lot of this my cousin just died too so I haded to go to the mall to get an outfit for her funeral and then my other cousin died so now I have to go to two but I'll try and post more it just a lot of things are going on I'm so sorry I'll try and post more ❤️

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