So you're a stoner// suna x fem reader

Realizations ❤️

Fun fact I was pre-writing this chapter on paper and I don't really know if it's long or short but I'm hoping it's not too short

Y/N POV

We had finally got maki off maya " I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU " maya yelled " baby it's ok just calm down " I said calming her down and when she was finally calm she asked me if I could take her to the hotel I have course said no because at the time we had a show and because I don't want to leave I want to hang out and go to Mama's grave yeah that's The main reason I wanted to come back

My managers didn't tell me how she was in the hospital nothing until she was dead and for the past month I didn't answer my phone due to the work when I got the news all I could do is cry so was everyone else but me and Lori Took it the worst we wouldn't stop crying we cried together alone hell we even cried in pairs but he was there for me and I was there for him we then was told we go on an hour so we put Maya and maki far from each other Maya would sit in VIP And Maki would come with us on stage and when we all were sitting together maya would sit on my lap or next to me and maki would sit with Atsumu on the other side of the table

I was a nervous wreck to be playing in Japan for the first time in years after a blunt or 2 I was finally calm and relaxed we heard our name be called so we got up and went on stage

( usually I put how they perform and with their performance but they did three and I am way too tired to put all of those )

The songs were = sweater weather, Summer depression and then daddy issues the remix

After a long day of singing Atsumu and osamu Took me Lori and Liz too mamas grave suna also came everyone else went home we also brought maya because she wouldn't let me go " here it is " samu said I saw it and I started crying all the guilt rushed up and I couldn't stop it suna hug me whispering sweet thing and stroking my hair I fell to my knees taking suna with me he didn't care tho He still hugged me and whispered it's OK and it's not my fault and he care about me that's what all my feelings for him rushed back and hit me like a truck I never stop loving suna I always have an always will love him-no I'm with Maya I don't like him he's just a friend

I've lost all feelings for him along time ago he's just a friend I reassured myself remembering my relationship Lori cried a little trying to hold it in but Liz ( Elizabeth I'm sorry if you didn't get that ) held him as he sought on her shoulder on all these years ever since the third grade they've been together their're now 26 Lori planned on proposing to her this week but now I think it's better he waits he needs it and that's all when I realize that's just like me and suna even though he called me all those rude things we were always there for each other

" y/n you ok now " suna said cupping my face I nodded as he wiped my tears " you know your still cute and beautiful even when you're crying " he said I smiled sweetly at his sweet and caring words " baby come here " my girlfriend called I know she was insecure so I got up and hugged her it wasn't the same as suna's hugs when suna hugs me I could feel the love the woman but now I got nothing it was just a hug so then that's when I excepted that......I'm still in love with suna that night we spent crying together holding each other and caring about each other no talking was needed just hugging and smiles at the end of the night maya already left due to her having to leave early in the morning for a photo shoot so suna took me home

SUNA'S POV 🍄🍄

Seeing her cry seeing her hang onto me and cry on me felled my heart with warmth I know she doesn't love me anymore and I've learned to except that she has a fiancé her and her new girl are getting married I need to learn how to MoveOn but how can I do that when she's the only person I've ever loved my first and last love and it forever and always will be her who I love driving her home it was silent not much talking was needed my hand was placed on her thigh she said they're nodding to the music " .....rin can I stay at your place tonight " she said looking at me I nodded knowing she probably needs someone to hug her all night and morning all she really needed was comfort of the time

She was very close with her mother for her to hear nothing until her mother was dead Hass to be heartbroken we got to my apartment which I forgot I shared with osamu he saw us I didn't ask anything you just went to his room I took her to my room as we laid there she hugged me and cried on me all night and I was there for her I was their to dry her tears to keep the smile on her face to hug her when she needs it dating or not I will always be there for her whenever she needs me

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Hi this is almost done