So you're a stoner// suna x fem reader

Say yes

Why the fuck do you guys read this it literally sucks ass I promise you none of this was planned out in the story I just threw shit together it's not good i'm getting embarrassed at this point

🌹 2 YEAR TIME SKIP 🌹

Y/N POV

Today me and suna anniversary also so happened to be the day Lori and I are proposing to Liz and suna but it's also mama birthday in 2 weeks, yes mama died 2 weeks before her birthday,  and this week has to be the hardest for me we planned the proposal before we remembered that it was mamas death day the very next day , so here I am I should be getting dressed and ready with Lori but we're laying on my couch cuddling taking turns crying and comforting ,crying our hearts out and holding each other this once again, was the hardest time not only for me, but for both of us, knowing how deep are relationship wise with my mother yeah, my siblings, and my friends had a good relationship with her too , amazing ones at that but she was truly like the mother Lori never got to have because he was a boy and she was truly the mother I always needed in my dark times, and I wasn't there for her in the time of need , and is me and Lori biggest regret in our lives , but other then that Suna and liz have been trying to get us out my apartment but to no avail I didn't open the door nor was I planning on ever opening that door I'm not usual like this but I don't know maybe the 2 year mark finally hit me she's never coming back , and it horrible realistic

The days following up to this were bad too we didn't leave my apartment then but now it's the day it feels like I was hit with a bowling ball once again, the daily routine of. suna and Liz comes to my apartment with the key i gave suna to make sure we eat drink water to make sure we're alive. I wanna say I don't know what I would do without them. i love suna so much the time and energy  he put into caring for me , even tho he didn't have to , well i mean he kinda did being my bf and all but at the same time it's still unreal i got so lucky that i would get a guy to be this loving and caring to me maybe I am just luck to have someone love me that much  " y/n have u showered yet or clean cleaned up " rin asked walking out of my room with a trash bag " no not really" i said small and softly my voice Strained from crying " come on Mama let's get you in the shower and then we can go to sleep , I'll clean your room tomorrow"

He said that lifting me up and bringing me to the bathroom as he does, I can see Liz laying down on the floor with Lori hugging him and kissing him, reassuring him. It's all gonna be all right. My heart broken to pieces seeing him like this does hit him or personally that all of us, because in his most darkest moments, she was there with no family no want to care about him she was there like that one time I think back to it as. Rintarou takes off my clothes and lays me in the bath with him. as I lean back on him.

💋 FLASHBACK 💋

LORIS POV

" YOUR A GOOD FOR NOTHING BITCH , THIS IS UR FLAUT WHY WE EVEN HAVE THAT THING LIVING HERE " My dad yelled once again our parents are fighting I take Aprils as we go into the closet sitting her down, covering her ears as she lays her head on my chest rocking her back-and-forth. I continue to do that until I hear The yelling stop and mom start coming up to our room I leave her in the closet, knowing that mom just wants to yell at me and I get out and I sit on my bed. I don't hear yelling curse at me swing on me a few times as April watches from the closet. I hate the fact that she has to see these kinds of things. Just as She was about to hit me again. Mama Miya walked in. Why is she here? It's all I can think to myself before she punches my mom Square in the face, knocking her to the other side of the room.

" WHAT KINDA OF MOTHER HITS HER FUCKING SON BC SHE DIDNT WANT A FUCK BOY " Ms.Miya yelled at my mom. She turned to me and told me to pack up my clothes and go to y/n who is downstairs waiting on her car to drive us both back. I looked back at April as a pack my clothes As she continue yelling at my mother. She nods her head at me giving me the OK. I finished packing up and take my stuff. Downstairs meeting eyes with my dad as. Atsumu and Osamu are staring at him with a look that's like " I dare you put your hands on him " I continue walking outside with my head hung low. Why are they here? Why did they come to help me? how did they even know this was going on? I think all these things as I get in the back seat of y/n's car " why didn't you tell me a lo " she said, in a sensitive voice looking at me

" I don't know I don't even know what to do about any of this, so I just suck it up " I said, laying my head on the backseat as I drop my bag on my feet " lo you can always tell me things like this I love you OK and I want the best for you and the best is getting you out of this fucking house " she said looking back at me teary-eyed, and all
" I know I know I just I don't know I don't wanna leave April by herself " I said, making eye contact with her " Lori she's the one who called us and told us to come get you. It's obvious they don't care about you why can't you see that? Why are you putting yourself through this?" she said fixing herself, so she's turn to me fully

" BC FUCK Y/N I WANT THEM TO FUCKING CARE ABOUT ME , I PRAY AT NIGHT FOR THEM TO EVEN BE PROUD ONCE TO CALL ME THEIR SON but they don't they never fucking will " I broke down crying. She gets out and runs around opening my door and hugging me and letting me cry on her shoulder. I can't even call what I was doing crying more like sobbing, hyperventilating the whole package. It was ugly that night, but it was my ugly after that I stayed with. Mama y/n Osamu and Atsumu Sometimes I would go back home to see April, but that was a rare occasion. she usually came over to The. Miya's well my house now and ever since then I grew special bond with Mama . Every time I got even the most settleist, good grades, she would praise me. Every time I try it out for something and make didn't make it. She would be there to tell me. I did an amazing job and I'll get it next time.

She was always so caring spent all of her time wearing about me. I loved it I love the feeling of being loved. I love the feeling of knowing someone cares about me. Maybe I'm just being weird but spending your whole life thinking no one cares, and then someone randomly showing you affection Has to be an amazing feeling honestly mama is one of my best friends, biggest supporters, and the person who cares for me the most I love that woman so much so every Mother's Day I try to give her the best gift. I made sure she didn't get up to do anything I cook for her cleaning around the house on her birthday so I would take her out. after saving my money for months, though for both Mother's Day in her birthday, and every other special occasion, I had to do with Mama I even took up a job so I can get her gifts whenever I can bc she's My Mom

📍END OF FLASHBACK 📍

I said they're giggling as Rin shampooed and conditioned my hair I love this he's always so gentle and make sure to rub my scalp like a little massage I lean back on him feeling comfortable " Y/n u good " Rintarou asked coming through my hair with his fingers " I forgot I had a show last week and then I had a meet and greet " I said, leaning back, sighing heavily " you're fine your manager rescheduled it and told everyone how you would be away for a few weeks " he said, hugging her

" Rin..."

" hmm? "

" how would you feel if I told you I was pregnant?"

" What"

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I haven't done a cliffhanger in a while and that's because I know I don't update as much as I want to but deal with it now because I wanted to do one so  🤧