Because of all my mistakes
The dark Road I shall take
At the end of that tunnel there should be a light
But for me it's as dark as night
My mind it does not stop
After a while it tends to put memories on top
My mind fills with what ifs
Or what if I did this
I sit there with anticipation
But only end up with devastation
Some memories are nice
But they come with a sacrifice
I was told not to do this to myself
So what, put my feelings on a Shelf?
My music is still my savior
From certain Behavior
I'm at an all-time low
I think it's time to go
There is no effort being given
For me to start living
My time is spent in solitude
Till that spark gets a newed
You have to do what it takes
Because everyone makes mistakes
You don't realize what you did
then mistakes you're going to relive
Times have been forgotten
Like a tree fallen and rotten
This I can not deny
I want to walk with my head high
Memory lane I shall stroll
Only to see time has taken its toll
If I always have to compete
My life will never be complete
Attention I do like
Causes my heart rate to spike .
Time passes
As my world crashes
A new life is at hand
Why do I feel bland.
The life road I want
My past still taunts
Not to my surprise
New challenges arise
No matter how firmly I plant my feet
I still fear defeat
Not one person is to blame
For this feeling of shame
To my self I have done
So I am the one
With a mind that races
And a heart that chases
I am bound to this life
Forever giving sacrifice
