𝙱𝚒𝚝𝚌𝚑, 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚖𝚢 𝚜𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚎

Stunin' like my daddy

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Sometimes, when I get really high, I kind of think I'm psychic. When Eren  Yeager  was 11 years old, he found his dad's porn collection. His dad, Cal, was obsessive. His mom always said that's who he got it from. Then he quickly realized that the colored cases and placement were no accident. It was an elaborate code, that no one fucked with his shit.

They'd drink, make small talk... and then his dad would fuck the shit out of some...

By 12, he had adopted a rigid diet and workout schedule. Within a year, his body fat dropped from 23% to 6%.

He joined the football team as a freshman and quickly excelled.
By the year's end, he was not only the starting quarterback, but the team captain.

He loved the crowds, the cheers, the feeling of winning. But he hated being in the locker room. He hated how casual how his teammates were about being naked... ...how they'd talk to him with their dicks hanging out. He made a concerted effort to always maintain eye contact during these exchanges. Every now and then, he'd forget, and accidentally catch a glimpse of someone's penis.

His older brother Aaron was a fuck-up. He could tell his dad didn't like Aaron, didn't think he had guts or brains or half a fucking clue and Eren agreed. He didn't talk to his dad that much, but they didn't need to. They had a good relationship. He didn't like his mother either. She was weak, and a pushover. Plus, she didn't take care of herself.

He made a long mental checklist of the things he liked and disliked about women. He liked tennis skirts and jean cut-offs, but not the kind so short you could see the pockets. He liked ballet flats and heels. He hated sneakers and dress shoes. But was fine with sandals as long as they were worn with a fresh pedicure.

He liked thigh gaps, hated cankles. He liked tan lines, long necks, slender shoulders. He liked good posture and fruit-scented body mist. He liked full lips, and small noses. He liked chokers, but the lacy ones with flower cutouts or delicate patterns. He hated girls who sat like boys, talked like boys, acted like boys. But there was nothing on planet Earth he hated more than body hair.

That's one of the first things he noticed about
y/n . She was basically hairless. He'd walk her home from school every day. Made him feel good to know that he was there to protect her. He knew the world was full of men who wanted to hurt y/n . Men who hang out the windows of their cars and scream obscenities at her.

College guys who wouldn't think twice about drugging her. Lonely guys who'd spot her at a mall. Men who'd rape her, torture her, sell her into sexual slavery. He didn't even like to think about it. He did, however, like to think about the things he'd do to protect her.

He also liked that y/n was a virgin, that no guy had ever put his penis in her.
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"You're a virgin?"
"Yeah."
"Like, fully?" Eren asked again
"Yeah."
"What about like... Have you ever been fingered?"
"Only my own."

He sometimes imagined marrying y/n and starting a family. He knew he didn't want boys, though. But he also didn't like the idea of having girls. Plus, y/n could be a real bitch. Like that night at Armin's party, something just flipped. And he knew he had anger issues, but, I mean, so did every guy. It's not like that was anything in his life he could trace it back to. It was just... who he was, and who he'd always be.
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It was the first day of school, and my heart was racing. I made a new best friend and for the first time since getting out of rehab, I was feeling good about the world.
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"It's just embarrassing. I feel like everyone knows." Says Ymir  walking to her first class with Christa "Ymir , I don't want to turn this into a competition, but, like, I win. For, like, a multitude of reasons." Christa says
"I just... I don't want to deal with all the fucking questions."

"Wait, you're alive?" Some random guys said to Ymir  while they walk by
"Like, what the fuck?" Ymir says as they walk by y/n, Bb and Sasha
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"Oh, shit, that's the girl who tried to commit suicide at Armin's ." Says Bb while pointing behind her 
"Wait, what?" Says Cassie and y/n at the same time
"Oh, yeah. I forgot. You guys both was fuckin'."
"Why does everybody think we fucked?" Y/n says

Now y/n  knew she had an optics issue, along with a mountain of evidence against her. She liked to play with Eren's feeling So, last night, while texting with Eren ...

Eren:did you black out

...Y/n had an idea

:Y/n
When u black out u don't remember blacking out. But yea basically.
Alcohol is not good for me.

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"So you did fuck him." Bb asked y/n
"Honestly, I think I blacked out."

"For real?" Bb and Cassie said at the same time
"Maddy!" Cassie said to her sister
"Hey, you."Sasha said walking to the girls
"Oh, look! It's our new sexpert!"
"Congratulations, bitch!" Y/n says
" Welcome to the club!" Cassie says following after
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Now, when Sasha told BB she lost her virginity to some dude whose name she didn't remember, she knew she'll tell y/n and Cassie, and the rest of the fucking planet Earth. But that was kind of the point. She was just relived that it was no longer a thing.
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"So, let's start with a little improvisation. I'd like each of you to get up and tell us a five-minute story about your summer. Looks like we have our first volunteer: Ymir ." The drama teacher says
"Please don't do this to me."

"Come on, everyone. Let's give her a little encouragement. A memory? Anything that had an impact on you this summer."
"I don't... I don't... I can't think of..."

"Just... relax your body. Release the tension. And just breathe." Says the teacher

(Flashback)

"We recommend taking her directly to the rehabilitation center." The hospital receptionist says to Ymir and her mom Leslie

(Back to Ymir and the teacher)
"So this... this summer?" Ymir asks
"Yes"

"I'm having trouble, uh, like, remembering something, you know."
"Just tell us a specific memory."

"Uh, okay. Uh... I was, um, with my mom, and my, uh, my little sister, and we were, uh, listening to this... this song."

"I'm sorry, but I... I can't think of anything, so..."
"Just..." the teacher starts

"I'm, uh... I'm done. I can't. Do I have to do this?"

"She's a mess, dude." Someone says from the crowd
"Honestly, I bet it's brain damage" another one says from the crowd

"You're being fucking rude." Y/n says to them
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This chapter is a little short but it was just about Eren's back story and what he thinks about y/n
I will start writing more about y/n and Connie in the next few chapters maybe and the after that there will be smut🤤