𝙱𝚒𝚝𝚌𝚑, 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚖𝚢 𝚜𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚎

Coming home

Ok I forgot to add this but Ymir is like the narrator and he character is based on rue

Y⃨m⃨i⃨r⃨'s⃨ p⃨o⃨v⃨

Finally going home
I walked out of the building still in my hospital gown for the first time since last year
Waking to the car with the people I love most but maybe don't show it
"YMIR" someone shouted from the backseat of the car
I reached the car and opened it to see my mom holding back tears
"Welcome back baby" my mom said
"Hey mom" i said back. I look in the back I see my younger sister Gia
"Hey Gia, I missed you"
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The ride home was pretty quite, except the deal I made my mom to give me my phone back.she says I need a curfew but I guess it's fine since I got my phone back

I looked out the window of the car to see all the houses pass by. I missed walking on the sidewalk with my best friend high as hell talking about whatever was on our minds

As we turned the corner there was a girl in all pink riding a bike
She looked new from the glance I got from her by just passing by
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"Home sweet home" my mom said while getting out of the car " it feels like it's been forever since I've been here" I said while getting out of the car
" so rue what are you planing to do right now, if you don't have anything maybe we can have a marathon of Halloween movie" Gia said as we were waiting for our mom to open the door to our house
" I think I'm going to go say hi to all my friends, if that's ok with you mom" I said with a pleading expression to my mom that already sent me a death glare
"Ymir, maybe this year you should try to make some new friends and maybe get a boyfriend or a girlfriend which ever you prefer. I just want you to be safe ok?" My mom said while looking at me sweetly
"Ok mom Ill try...but is that a yes?" I said while giving her a bright smile
"Yes baby"
"Ok thank you mom I love you, bye gia When I come back we'll watch the movies, bye"
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Riding my bike to corner drug store where I first ever received my own drugs
I had no intentions to stay clean
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"Holy shit Ymir is that you" says a buzz cut man said
"Hi Connie, it's been a while huh" I said to Connie

Connie was my drug dealer and still is
He's been with me since the first year of high school which is when I started
" no shit Ymir it's been a while, how have you been?" Said Connie
"Good, good.how have you been and y/n where is she?"
"She's been good, still with that asshole of a boyfriend but other than that we've all been good"
"How about Ashtray where is he!"
" He's inside with y/n"
"Of course She's with him,she's always had a soft spot for him huh. I'm going to go say hi, you coming?"
"Nah I'll stay out her but before you go there's a new girl I'm town, I think you gonna be friends with."
"Who" I asked
"Shit, I don't know. She came in here lookin' all Sailor moon and shit. And I'm think to myself like, it looks like she would be somebody Ymir would get along with"

That was sorta like a dead on
observation for Fezco who's not normally revolving in the same direction as planet earth. Granted it wasn't Sailor Moon we'd bond over...

"So you said ashtrays inside right?"
"Uh yeah but you're not gonna get anything right?" Connie said
"What, you think because I went to rehab I'm gonna stay clean?" I said
"I mean, ain't that the point?"

"Yeah well the worlds coming to an end and I haven't even graduated high school yet." I said while walking in the store leaving him alone outside on the chair.

As I head inside the sound of sweet laughter and the weekend playing

" I thought your ass was dead" says ashtray as I walk in
"I thought you had Asperger's till I realized you're just a prick"I said back to him
"Oh shit is that Ymir?" I heard somebody say in back of ashtray
" Y/n it's been a while" I said with a small smile on my face. She comes up and greets me with a hug

"I missed you Ymir you don't know how scared I was"

Y/n was the one to find me when I overdosed. I feel bad she had to see me like that but I just glad nothings to awkward between us

"So what the fuck you want Ymir?" Says ashtray
I let go of y/n and I tell him what I want

"Are you serious Ymir? You still gonna do drugs? I mean you almost died" Says y/n with a frown on her face

"It's fine y/n don't worry about me I won't let it happened again alright" I say to her while getting the drugs from ashtray
"Whatever Ymir" she's says while leaving to go outside

"Do you wanna try something new" ashtray says to me while pulling three new drugs out
"Like what?"

"2C-T-2, 2C-T-7, 5-MeO-DIPT." Ashtray says while pointing at the new drugs
"I have zero fuckin' idea what
you're talking about."

"Doesn't matter. But this shit..."
He holds out a capsule filled with pale pink crystals "is fucking lit"
"What is it?"

"N-diisopropyl-5-methoxytryptamine.
A beat."I stares blankly at him.
"It's a fast acting psychedelic. with like, key differences. Not as visual and shit but def a sense distorter."Ashtray continues "Lotta auditory hallucinations,
kinda like playing a record at half speed. And your body goes limp, not some K-Hole wooden puppet bullshit..."
"I don't know. Shit's blowing up in
Tampa. And mad people like to fuck on it." Ashtray finish's what he says
"Okay."

He gives me two pills.
"That'll be 120"
"Uh Connie said he'd spot me" I said while getting up about to head out the door
"Connie don't spot nobody"
"Yeah, well it's a post-rehab discount. So you should go ask him" I said while leaving
"I will go ask him, 'cause I know you're full of shit" ashtray said back
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(This is right after she left Ymir and ashtray in the store)
y⃨/n⃨'s⃨ p⃨o⃨v⃨:
After leaving the store to hang out with Connie outside. I was walking to Connie seeing him sit all alone when the sound of a truck pulling up to the store.
I look at the truck seeing it was my boyfriend, Eren.
"Get in the car y/n I'm taking you home"Eren said while getting out of the car heading to where I was right next to Connie
"What up Connie" said Eren doing a hand shake with Connie
"What do you need Eren" Connie says to eren. As I walk away from them to get in his truck with one of his friends in there

I couldn't hear the rest of there conversation since I was in the car but it was most likely Eren wanted some drugs and Connie had them.

After a few minutes I finally see Eren give Connie the money. At the same time I see Ymir leaving the store.
"Bye Ymir I'll see you later okay? Text me" I say while waving to her from the window inside the truck.
Eren was coming back in the truck looking at Ymir before he went inside to stray up the car
As eren was leaving he rolled down his window and gave Ymir an air kiss and said "yo,I'd do it
for Ymir"
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Ok I'm finally done with my first chapter um to whoever is reading this how did you like it and if I have some spelling mistakes pls tell me
Also I know half of this is in Ymir's pov but jsut trust the process