Feathers of Melodies (Hawks×OC)

Chapter 4

Hawks POV

Is that what she really thinks of me?

.

.

.

That I'm only interested in laying women?

I sighed as I watched Melody walk off. My heart heart.
I don't really know why...
But...
I wanted to follow her...
So...
I did.

"UHG WHY DOES IT HURT SO MUCH?!"

I heard her scream. I turned the corner and saw her clutching her.......chest?
My eyes narrowed.

Does she feel it too?
The need?
The pull?
The want?
Did she feel what I felt two weeks ago back at the studio?

I thought as I watched her sprint off. I stepped out from behind the corner and stood in middle of the sidewalk and sighed.

Flashback to two weeks ago in Hawks POV

*RING*

*beep*

"Hello?"

[Hawks]

"Yeah what do you want!?"

[There's somebody I'd like you to meet...]

"..."

[Hawks?]

"I DON'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH SOME GOD FORSAKEN WOMAN WHO WANTS ME FOR MY GOD DAMN MONEY!"

[Hawks! Please!]

"..."

[Hello?]

"Fine speak. What is her name? Age? Sexuality? Occupation? Etc. You have 1 minute. Go."

[She's 19. Her name and sexuality are unknown-]

"WHY!?"

[She ... She never reveals her main name to the public...]

"Huh?"

[She's a singer]

I almost dropped the phone.

"She's ... A singer?"

[Yes]

"Why a singer this time? Why a woman who never shows her real name? Why a 19yr old? Why?"

[Because....]

"..."

[I think you'll like her]

"Tch! As if! She'll probably want me for my body and looks and every other surfacy shit! JUST LIKE THE OTHERS!"

[Hawks...]

"WHAT!?"

[...she's alot like ... YOU]

I had paused at that. My manager had never set me up with someone like myself because in her words...

      "It'd be too toxic. Two people so similar. How would you ever get along?"

And yet now. Now she wants me to meet this woman. I have never seen my manager's face. I actually know little to none about her. There are three things I do know about her though....
1) she's not to be messed with
2) she's a woman
3) her name is BETH
That's all I knew of my manager. The fact was that she never came into the agency. She let me run everything. Wanted to give some sort of....."freedom" if you will. My past is not at all pleasent. And that's why I hated that she had started setting me up with females about 2 months ago. I refused 27 of them, met 3, went out with 4, and dated 1 (for a week).
Out of all 35 of them...not one matched my tastes.
Why?
....."Hawks! Why did you refuse the last one!? You finally dated! But after one week-!"
"She was like the rest. Made good first impression turned out to be a RAT."
"*sighs* Hawks...why tho?"
"1) they were all too different from me
And
2) they wanted me for fame and fortune only if not my BODY."
"*sighs* ...shit...ok what would you like then?"
"for the last time BETH!
I DON'T NEED A WOMAN!"
"Yes you DO."
"WHY?!"
"Because you're LONELY..."
"..."
I had shut up at that. Why? Because Beth is right I am lonely. But a woman just isn't going to solve it. Especially after what SHE did.
I had sighed into the phone after remembering all of that.