Tell Me That I'm All You Want

The moment

Arizona entered Mark's bedroom. She saw Mark laying on the bed.
"Hi Mark." Arizona said closing the door. Mark did not reply
"Come on Mark. Don't ignore me." Arizona said. Mark got up from his bed and started walking toward Arizona. It turned out he was leaving. He left the room so she was following.
"Okay Mark. I get it you're mad. But I'm fine." Arizona said. They were in a living room.
"But that's the problem Arizona. You are always fine." Mark said
"But I'm fine now. I would never lie to you." Arizona said and Amelia and Callie wanted to leave the room
"Don't leave. This will be quick." Mark said
"Leave please." Arizona said and they started walking again
"Don't." Mark said and he raised a voice
"I know you would never lie to me. But you are lying to yourself. Don't you think I can't see it?" Mark raised voice again and Arizona turned around and started walking out
"See. You are leaving again. You do it all the time in every occasion you get." Mark said and Arizona stopped
"Mark what are you even talking about?" Arizona raised her voice too
"You leave every time something gets hard." Mark said
"That's not true." Arizona said and meanwhile Callie and Amelia finally walked out of that room but they still stood behind the doors
"It is. You do it with me, with every relationship you have." Mark yelled
"Don't you dare talk about my relationships." Arizona yelled back
"But how many of them were longer than one night? And what about Callie?" Mark asked and Callie's eyes almost dropped out
"That real low blow even from you. You really want to talk about this. Okay lets count every nurse you had something with. Oh wait I think it will be much quicker if we count the ones you did not sleep with." Arizona yelled
Mark and Arizona were standing there and looking at each other. Callie with Amelia were still listening behind that door.
"Arizona you were ready to die. How could you?" Mark asked and Arizona could see how hurt he is
"I..I.." Arizona didn't know what to say
"You did not even flinch. You did not even drop a single tear." Mark said
"I couldn't live if you died because of me." Arizona said
"Arizona what happened with you?" Mark asked
"I haven't seen you smile properly in 7 years. You have gone cold and all dark." Mark said and Arizona just stood there and she did not say a thing
"You know Mark only happiness for me is Tim and work and you guys. But I want to die everyday. Every morning I think about taking the whole box of some drugs but then I remember I have something to fight for. I'm fighting every single day." Arizona said and started walking out. Callie and Amelia heard steps so they quickly ran off.

Arizona walked out and she immediately felt sick. She ran to the nearest bathroom and threw up. Amelia saw it so she ran after her and Callie went to Mark's.
"Are you okay?" Callie asked
"I'm ok." Mark said and didn't even look at Callie
"You are not." Callie said and took his face into her hands
"Did you heard something?" Mark asked and Callie nodded
"I just don't know what to do. I love her so much that it hurts so much seeing her struggling." Mark said and tear escaped his eye
"She must be so tired." Mark said na hugged Callie tight and started crying
They just stood there.

Hour later Amelia left, Mark was sleeping and Callie was doing some work. Arizona put Tim to bed and went to shower. She just stood in the shower not knowing what to do. She thought about dying. She could die but she didn't. She felt guilty about the fight with Mark. She didn't know what to do without him. He is her anchor.

It was about 1am and Callie needed to leave for the airport so she went to wake up Mark.
"Mark I need to leave." Callie whispered to him
"Oh crap. I fell asleep. I will take you to the airport." Mark said
"Your driver is taking me. Don't worry." She said and she took a breath
"I will miss you golden boy." Callie said
"I miss you already Torres." Mark said and hugged her
"I love you Mark." Callie stood up and smiled
"I love you Callie." Mark smiled and she walked out of the room

She got to the car and she started crying. She didn't know why but she just did. She hated how she saw Mark today. She just sat there and cried. Arizona also scared her the hell out of her. She thought for second that she lost her.
The next day Callie was singing all day. Arizona was packing and spending time with Tim. She was leaving at 3 am. She did not see Mark all day and it made her sad but the truth was that she didn't want to speak with him. She was mad at him. She knew she probably shouldn't be but she was.

She said goodbye to Teddy and kissed Tim on his forehead because he was already asleep. She left the house.

Mark came to Teddy's few minutes after Arizona left.
"Did she leave?" Mark asked and Teddy just nodded
"Is she mad?" He asked
"All what she said was goodbye. I didn't speak with her. But she probably is." Teddy said and Mark just nodded
"Do you wanna cuddle Sloan?" Teddy said and opened her arms
"Don't worry. I just have weak moment right now." Teddy said and Mark laid next to her

Arizona landed in LA and Addison was picking her up.
When she saw Addison she immediately smiled.
"I missed you." Addie said and hugged her
"I missed you too." Arizona said and smiled
"What are you doing here so soon?" Addison asked
"I'm going to benefit concert with some friends." Arizona said
"What friends?" Addie asked and they got to the car
"Oprah and Reese Witherspoon." Arizona said and Addison's eyes almost dropped out
"You know them? Why didn't you tell something?" Addison said offended
"I did not want to make you feel small." Arizona said and laughed. She was obviously joking
"Oh thank you. How generous." Addison said and chuckled
"It's nice to see you Addison." Arizona said
"You too Arizona." Addison said and smiled
"How's Amelia. Is she good?" Addison asked
"I think she is. We talk a lot." Arizona said
"That's good."Addison said and the continued talking until they reached Addison's house.

When Addison stop the car Arizona wanted to say something.
"Thank you for not asking me how I feel." Arizona said because the shooting and her was all over the news
"Of course." Addison said and smiled. They went inside.

Arizona greeted Henry and Jake and they sat down for the lunch.
They didn't do anything for the rest of the day. Arizona felt really good to change the environment for a bit. She is always traveling somewhere but this is different. Addison is part of her family.

Next day around 8 am Arizona's hair dresser, make up artist and designer with the dress came because the event is starting around 3 pm.
Arizona decided for curly hair and light make up that goes with beautiful red dress and gold jewelry. They were done at 1:30pm which was perfect. Arizona walked down and Addison's jaw almost dropped.
"You look gorgeous." Addison said
"Thank you." Arizona said and smiled
"I'm gonna be back around 11pm." Arizona said
"I don't think you will come back tonight." Addison said and smirked
"I'm here for work." Arizona said
"Well you should go." Addison said and smiled
"See ya." Arizona said
"Have fun." Addison said and Arizona walked out of the door and her bodyguards followed her to her car

She arrived and there was red carpet and celebrities were walking all over it. Paparazzis and fans were going all crazy. Now it was her turn. Nobody knew she will be there except from Oprah and Reese. Her bodyguard opened her door and everybody looked at her and started going crazy. She was looking amazing. She took a breath and started walking and posing even celebrities were turning around to see her. She stepped in the building with her bodyguards and there was Oprah and Reese waiting for her.
"You two look absolutely amazing." Arizona said when she approached them
"Oh my... Arizona it's so nice to see you." Oprah said and both of them hugged Arizona
"You too." Arizona said
"You look stunning." They said to Arizona
"Thank you. It feels good to be for a minute out of the scrubs." Arizona said and they laughed. They started walking to their seats
"Are you okay Arizona?" Reese was asking about the shooting
"It's better now." Arizona said and put on little smile
"I'm glad to hear that." Oprah said and they sat down. They were sitting in the first line because after the signing Oprah will be interviewing Callie. And after the interview will be after party.

Exactly at 3pm the lights shoot down and one light light up and Callie walked in and everyone started clapping. She took a big look all over the theater.
"God there is lot of you." Callie said and sighed. The audience laughed.
Callie looked stunning. Arizona could leave her eyes on her. She had on herself this black sparkly dress and her natural curly hair.
"Thank you so much for coming. It's such a honor." Callie said and smiled
"I didn't know with what song I should start so I simply will start with my all time favorite." Callie said and sat to the piano and started signing Universe and U. Before she hit fist note she spotted Arizona in the crowd and she was amazed with her beauty.
She started hitting the notes and it felt differently for everybody in the room. Shivers were running through every body in there.
She hit the last note and everybody stood up and started clapping. Most of them were crying Arizona was just shocked. It was the moment.