Tell Me That I'm All You Want

Out loud

Arizona returned home from Miami and Callie went to LA because she needed to work on her songs. Arizona needed to go to hospital next day but she was scared because the last time she was there somebody tried to kill her. But she never felt more alive since then. Callie brought up that in her, but she wasn't admitting it to herself. Arizona woke up at 5:30 because she had a morning shift. Mark and Teddy had Night Shift so Tim's babysitter is taking him to school.

Arizona was at 6:30 at the hospital. Well she was standing in front of hospital and her mind was playing some games with her. Of course paparazzis were there but she really didn't give anything about them. Her bodyguards stood around her.
"Arizona can we go in?" One of them asked
"Give me a moment." Arizona said. Arizona observed the sky when her phone started ringing. She immediately smiled when she saw that it was Callie.
"What are you doing right now?" Callie asked
"I'm going to hospital." Arizona said and she kinda lied
"That's the first time you lied to me." Callie said offended
"How do you know?" Arizona asked
"I just know. But you can do it. You can go there. He is not there, he is in jail. They are waiting for you. All the crazy mothers and crying babies. Go and save the world." Callie said and Arizona smiled
"And now you are smiling." Callie said and Arizona rolled her eyes
"Stop it. I need to go. Thank you Calliope." Arizona said and Callie smiled
"Any time." Callie said and hung up

Arizona took the step towards the hospital. She went to change and greeted her friends. She needed to go to the chief's and she knew she need to go through the hospital's bridge. The place she was almost killed. She knew she need to do it just by herself, nobody will help her with it. She needs to go over that fear just with herself.

She took a deep breath and started walking towards the chief's office. She stopped in the middle of the bridge and just watched the hospital. It was like she was in slow motion. After few minutes she finally made it to the office.
"Hey Bailey." Arizona said
"How it feels to be back?" Miranda asked
"Quite weird." Arizona said and sat on the chair
"It will get better. You'll see." Miranda said and Arizona nodded
"What's on my schedule?" Arizona asked and Miranda opened her computer
"First of all. Your surgery in Miami was really successful." Miranda said and Arizona nodded
"So you will be in Seattle until 2nd of January and then they want you in Buenos Aires. Is that okay?" Miranda asked
"Yeah. Just send me the files to the case." Arizona said
"Okay." Miranda said and Arizona walked out from the office and went her office.

The day went by slowly and Callie recorded her last song to her new album. She was genuinely happy about it. She mostly wrote it when she was at Suncadia. Her album was mostly about love, so it was about Arizona, but she wasn't ready to admit that. She had scheduled first concert on 8th of January. It was all star concert again and she hoped that Arizona could make it.

Arizona's day went by quickly. She had just few patients and nothing was too serious. She was most of the day doing paper work or chatting with Amelia.
When she returned home it was already 7 pm. She went to dining room where Mark, Teddy and Tim were.
"Hi guys." Arizona said and they all greeted her
"How was first day back?" Teddy asked
"Hard. But I got through it." Arizona said and Alberto served her dinner
"What's on your schedule?" Mark asked and she took a bite from her meal
"I will be here till 2nd of January. They need me in Buenos Aires." Arizona said
"That's Argentina." Tim said
"That's correct. You are smart boy." Arizona said and kissed his cheek
"I know." Tim said and they laughed
"Mommy can I go play with my toys?" Tim asked
"Do you have your homework done?" Arizona asked
"Yes." Tim said
"Is your room tidied?" Arizona asked
"Yes." Tim said
"Are you bathed?" Arizona asked
"No." Tim said
"Okay so we will go take a bath and then you can play for a hour before sleep." Arizona said and Tim smiled. She loved Tim's smilethe most in the world
"Let's go." Arizona said and Tim walked out through the door
"I will be back in 2 hours. Be in my living room." Arizona said to them and went to bath Tim and play with him.