primeminister and I

chapter 40

In Kasauli

Cabir is sitting outside near the hospital park...manik come towards him and sit

Both are silent... After 10mints

Manik - I am sorry...

Cabir was going to say something when manik stop him

Manik - let me speak fir tujhe Jo bolna he bol dena...

Manik - mujhe pata he "sorry" bolne se kuch badal nehi jayega Jo sare galatiyan hui he mujhse uske baad Tu mera sakal bhi nehi dekhna chahta hoga... Per the truth is I don't know what to say I can only say sorry...  Bachpan se tune mujhe humesa support kiya he... Meri har galati ko maaf kiya he, jab bhi me stress me hota that sirf teri jokes se hi meri mood thik hojata tha...mom ke jane ke baad dad or meri relation ko tune hi sahi kara... Per mene tujhe hi bharosa nehi kiya... Tujhe kya kya nehi bola... Meri bajese ragav chala gaya  , uncle aunty ne tujhse relation thod diya,  aur aaj mere bajese nandini ki esi halat he, per cabir trust me mene usse protect karne ki kosis ki per meri badkismati ne mera sath nehi diya...mujhe samjh lena chahiye thaa ki nandini mere karib ayegi to usse chot lagega, usse khud ke karib nehi ana dena tha per Tu to janta he na nandini se dur rehna kitna muskil he... Wo kese karleti he esa cabir? ...wo itni pure kesi he? ...mere bache zindegi he uski? Kese? Me...mujhse pyar Karne laggi he? Mujhse? Mere se kese pyar karliya usne? Or cabir tujhe pata he.... Me badal gaya hnu yar...nandini ke alwaa kuch nehi dikhta aab mujhe....kya hogaya he? ...

Cabir -( look at him) PYAR HOGAYA HE MANIK...

Manik - (he looked at him and smile) tere se kuch puchu?

Cabir - taab se bole jaa raha permission liya tha tune?

Manik- (smile) tu nandini aur mujhe eek sath kyun lana chahta tha? Dad ne bataya ki tune dad ke suggestion per humari shadi kese hone di?

Cabir - kyun ki nandini sirf duniya ki eek lauti insan he Jo MANIK MALHOTRA ko sudhar sakti he. Jitna tujhe nandini ki zarurat thi nandini ko bhi teri zarurat thi manik...mene jaab usse peheli baar mila tha taab mujhe ye ehsas hua ki tujhe uski zarurat he aur jaab uski dad ki halat ke baare me suna to usse bhi teri zarurat he esa mehsus hua... Tum dono ka nature bilkul alag he per kuch he Jo tum dono ko jodta he...pata he kya he wo.... "Dard"..." Pain" manik... Tu tuta hua tha to wo bhi tuti hui thi...tu jatata nehi he na ki wo jatati he... Sirf tum dono ka dard tum dono ko kareeb layi...

Manik - per aab kya cabir?

Cabir - kya? ...kuch nehi... Nandini thik hojaye fir confession kar diyo... Itna wait karwa ne ki jarurat nehi he...

Manik - Tu naraz nehi he mujhse?

Cabir - naraz nehi hnu to 1 hour pehele 1 hour ki lecture ka fokat me diya...ofcourse I am angry...

Manik - to itna kyun sochta he mere bare me?

Cabir - kyun ki tune na ki mere bare me socha tha aur na ki khud ke bare me? Tu ese dikhne per to intelligent lagta he but you should know that you are quite dumb (🤣🤣 I am loving cabir's sarcasm )

Manik - kya Matlab he iska?

Cabir - nehi samajh ayega tere ko...rehne de...

Manik - mukti ko pata chalega ye sasb to behos hojayegi...

Cabir - behos nehi hogi hum dono ko behos kardegi bhim humari... Wese kesi he wo?

Manik - thik nehi he... Uske attacks wapas agaye

Cabir - hmm I heard that from uncle...

Manik - it's just that she doesn't even consider to get better...just like me she thinks it's her own mistake...its because of her own sin...

Cabir - pagal he wo ladki....

Manik - hmmm  ... Thank you cabir...

Cabir - han yehi bachaa he isse jada dumb baat nehi karsakta tu

Manik - sun to le

Cabir - meri behen agar kal subhe taak nehi uthi to thank you bolne ke liye bhi tu nehi bachega.....

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Sorry sorry sorry.... I am really sorry for being late and now for posting such a short chapter...i can totally get it if you comment less or doesn't like it... I am really sorry for being so busy... As in my personal life, I am cruising milestones after milestones... I was a freelance content writer before and now within a month I am a full-time employee as a content writer...i am loving my job but the fact that it's a desk job and it's Monday to Friday sometimes makes me lazy and I don't want to invest time in anything productive in weekends that's why I could not write more... I am really sorry...I will try to improve next week.. (Hopefully, I will update next week) sorry again...

Love, a sad desk job employee ( but a happy content writer)