We spent two years off and on, yea I took you from your baby daddy but yall wasn't happy. I sometimes wonder if you were happy with me I like to think you were. I'm sorry I couldn't help more when it came to your kids I hope yall get reunited soon. I wish you nothing but happiness as well like I said new dude, old dude, or random I just hope whoever you do choose does the same and chooses you. I chose you and lost myself here I am a couple months later still lamenting on our relationship. I'm stuck in my head as to what to do whether to reach out and try again and try with all my might again or just leave it and see if you come back on your own you have before. Life is a strange place but you made it happy for me and now I'm looking for that happiness again just in myself this time like you told me when you went back to be with your kids and im not mad at all im happy yoi chose them first. I'm just disappointed in how you handled us, I thought I was enough for you, that I provided everything you needed and wanted, I still wish I had chosen a better way to approach you about yoi talking to others but thats something in the past now and now I'm sitting here wondering if it's finally time to admit that maybe yoi won't come back, but then again I don't believe that. The flame I felt with you is one that I've never found where it consumed me wholly but left me intact. Maybe I'll go back, maybe you'll come back, maybe we'll just friends. Or maybe we will keep up with more of the same old thing of off and on again
