Waking up in a sweat with someone I haven't seen in 8 years visiting me in a dream. Then spent the day talking to her again that girl from when I was 13 in Nicaragua who wanted me to be her boyfriend for the next coming few years. The boys told me no and not to waste my time I didn't listen cause you helped my confidence to then find a girlfriend here in America. I offered you a visa to get out of the literal mud streets I use to criss and cross like a game of frogger to go see you. Hearing how I couldn't go alone cause I was from America and it wasn't safe yet I always found my way to and from without an issue. Seeing how as we grew that instead of growing together we grew far apart. Now as adults you have the means to have your dojo and im still learning my place in life. We both beat quite a few odds already so far and both of us without a child to either of us maybe for a reason. Now I'm thinking of what is it like under a dictator only to remember a few of my cousins have done a hell of a journey just to get to the country I live maybe if you are to come it'll be much easier for you and won't include coyotes and rivers.
