I gave her my heart, she gave me hers back. I was self destructing when she came to me, she helped get better and be stronger to where I was not knowing what I would be without her. I soon had to find out and let myself be her pawn on a leash snarling and biting the air at any and all who got near me. Now I'm alone for she left me for another and in the process I got kicked from home, lost two jobs, saw I have hardly any loyal friends and see that only person ill ever truly depend on is myself all I want is to hug my princess and my angel if I could see them both then I might be able to smile like I use to. For now I just want everything to end and my life to go back to normal and be better again. But fuck it life happens im 19 and have a whole world before me.
