what are we?

lighters and candy

english isn't my first language so there will be a lot of mistakes and i write just for fun, pls be nice <3 :[

the road was empty since the heavy rain, few cars were seen here and there and the coffee shop was crowded by teenagers.
jaemin loved these types of day, most of the customers would buy hot chocolate with some crêpes or pancakes and he was incredibile happy to make them.
"how's my favorite boy doing?" jaemin jumped at the sudden voice behind him.
Jeno. tall, brown hair, baggy clothes, glasses, a book in his hands and a pack of cigarettes always in his pockets "jeno you fucking scared me!" jaemin said starting picking up the few things he dropped "im so sorry, i'll bring your order in a second"

"you little bish, don't you ever come up like this again"
"okay okay, im sworry nana" jeno said trying to sound cute, but just sounding disgusted "that was cringe, wasn't it?" the younger just nodded "but you're still cute to me" he said pinching jeno's cheek and going back to work

jeno always wait at the coffee shop for jaemin's shift to end, he doesn't get bored at all, he always found something to do. reading, play with his phone, listen to music, talking with some of jaemin's friends or sometimes even the boss, smoking and looking at the pink haired boy.
yep. that was one of his favorite things to do, not only when he was at the coffee shop, anywhere and anytime. he could look at jaemin for hours and never get tired. sometimes jaemin would catch jeno staring at him and just smile starting looking at him too.

"you're spacing again" jaemin said sitting on the tall chair next to jeno "huh?" jeno said, making jaemin chuckle "what's on your mind jen?" jeno sighed, was he spacing all this time? he didn't even notice, what he noticed was that the coffee shop was empty and it was dark outside
"same stuff, as always" jeno flashed a smile returning to watch the street and the snow that was falling "shall we go home? you finished right?" jeno said looking at the watch on his wrist and bringing his gaze once again to jaemin. "sure, let me finish clean these few things and then we can go" he kissed jeno forehead and got up, leaving there a speechless jeno.

the ride on their way home was silent, a comfortable silence.
they didn't really have to speak, only the presence of each other was enough, the warmth of their hand that were intertwined and their favorite songs on the radio.
that was more than enough.
"would you mind taking me a cigarette?" jeno said, eyes focused on the road "yes, you need to drive, outside is cold so don't you dare open the window and i still want to hold your hand" jaemin really thought what he said, but actually he doesn't like when jeno smoke, and when he can he doesn't let him smoke. "nana..just one cigarette, i promise" the youngest shook his head "i want to hold your hand, you'll smoke later" jeno didn't speak after that, how could he say no to jaemin? plus he also wanted to hold his hand.

"god why it's so cold outside, istg" jeno said, they were finally at home "do you want something hot? idk chocolate or tea?" he asked, jaemin was the first to enter the house and taking off his coat, quickly going upstairs and completely ignoring the older question. there was no need to say that jeno was shocked, did jaemin just ignored me? wow "thank you for the consideration" jeno sighed, finally taking off his coat and scarf.
there were many things in jeno's mind that day, he couldn't control some of his thoughts and that was making him more sad, all he wanted in that moment was a cigarette and a good talk with jaemin. they really needed to talk about what happened few days ago.

flashback.. (smut, don't read if uncomfortable)

"fuck, wait" jeno said panting a little breaking their make out session "jaemin we can't, we're both fucking drunk, you don't want this"
that day they hosted a party at the house with their friends and some old friends from university. they had fun, there was alcohol, food, smoke, weed and many other things, it was like the old times.
but we all know mixing all those things together, make you feel quit dizzy. and there they are, jeno sitting on the couch with jaemin on his lap sharing wet kisses, jaemin moving on jeno crotch and the latter tightening his grip on jaemin's waist
"i do, right now i want to, jeno please" he said looking at jeno, eyes full of lust, red swollen lips and messy hair. jeno thought jaemin looked breathtaking, he always do but in that moment there was another side of jaemin, the side that he always wished he could see.
"jeno i know, we're both drunk we'll forget or regret about this tomorrow, but i want this and you want it too. i trust you and i know you would never hurt me, so please tonight make love with me" they both looked at each other for a long time, jaemin hands were caressing jeno's cheeks and jeno was just lost in the younger eyes. how could you be so beautiful nana?
jaemin was the first to bring their lips together once again, this time in a slow and soft kiss. jeno got up, the younger quickly wrapped his legs around jeno waist and his arms around him neck, trying to feel better jeno muscular and warm body, also feeling jeno hard member "fuck.. how are so hard already, we just make out" jaemin said between the kiss "you kept moving on it, what was he supposed to do" he said making jaemin chuckle. the awkwardness that were before slowly disappear, both of them feeling more comfortable with each other in that moment. "my bad"
jeno gently put jaemin on the bed, making his way on top of the younger body "take it off" he said and jeno did it, jaemin also took off his shirt throwing it on the floor with jeno's shirt. "can i.. can i touch you?" jaemin softly smiled at him nodding his head. jeno started with leaving butterflies kisses on jaemin's neck, leaving marks on some part. one hand was on jaemin nipple starting playing with it, while his mouth made his way down on the other. "ah shi- jeno" jaemin quickly covered his mouth, neither him nor jeno expected jaemin to moan jeno's name "jaemin it's okay, don't cover your mouth, i want to hear everything" jeamin cheeks were burning, how could jeno always know what to say in every situation? he did what jeno said but now he didn't know what to do with his hands, he didn't know if he could touch jeno. the older seems to know what he was thinking so he did it himself. he placed jaemin's hands on his chest, slowly moving one hand down to his abs "you can touch, go on" fuck, why is he so hot? you're driving me insane lee.
jeno never saw jaemin this shy, usually he was the bold and extroverted one, but now he looked so small and cute under him that jeno couldn't help but stare, making jaemin even more red "hey stop staring" he said, trying to avoid jeno eyes, he really could get lost in those eyes. "sorry you're too pretty, i want to keep looking at you so tomorrow im not gonna forgot about this" jeno said kissing jaemin's red cheeks "stop being so cheesy" jaemin placed both of his hands on jeno face bringing his lips on his, sharing a kiss like the first one. wet, lustful and passionate. jeno's hand quickly went down to unzip jaemin's pants and took them off, he did the same with his pants, the sudden action made jaemin break the kiss and close his legs, jeno spread them again and made his way between them "nana, you don't have to be embarrassed, it just me and you, okay?" jeno left kisses on jaemin's stomach and looked at the younger, like if he was asking for permission, jaemin nodded e jeno removed the last piece of clothes that was left. he started kissing his inner thighs, leaving marks there too. the sounds jaemin was letting out was like music to jeno and his name coming out jaemin mouth sounded even better "nngh jen" jaemin's voice was so sweet and low, but with every kiss his voice became higher. "off, take them off" jaemin said pointing to jeno underwear, and jeno did it. "shit" jaemin whispered hoping jeno didn't hear it, but jeno hear him loud and clear, a smirk appeared on jeno face as he watch jaemin amazed by his member "how is that g-going to fit" jeno chucked softly caressing the boy's cheeks so cute, my nana "we'll made it fit, i know you can"
did jaemin just moan for what i said?
WHY DID I MAKE THAT SOUND?!?
"excited?" he asked tilting his head to the side and jaemin nodded not even five seconds later
what is wrong with me TT, i mean yes im freaking excited but don't need to be so thirsty, at least not in front of him
jeno put two fingers in front jaemin's mouth waiting for jaemin to take them in, and jaemin did, taking them out once they were wet enough. "im going to prep you, okay? just tell me if you feel uncomfortable or want to stop" once he received jaemin okay he slowly put the fingers in, the latter let out a choked moan, gripping onto jeno's bicep "tell me if it hurts" jeno started to move his fingers, at first slowly moving them in and out, and when jaemin seems to have adjusted to the fingers he started going faster, jaemin open his legs even more as he was asking for something "what is it nana?" jaemin wrapped his arms around jeno shoulders, his chest pressed against jeno chest "please" jaemin whispered in jeno's ear "mh i didn't hear you" he said whispered back licking jaemin ear lobe "nngh jeno" jeno added a third finger, still making sure jaemin is okay with it "aah wait nngh" jaemin was a moaning mess with just jeno fingers "jeno please" the said boy chuckled at the pink haired boy "are you coming nana?" jaemin nodded "but i aah don't wanna, please.. i wanna cum with mmh with you in me" jaemin looked up at jeno, oh those eyes, jeno couldn't take it anymore and give up with the teasing, he took jaemin's legs and put them around his waist, the latter hugging jeno's body even more. jeno putted some lube on his member and some on jaemin entrance "do you still want it? i need you to be sure you want me to be your first" jaemin smiled pecking jeno lips "im sure jeno, i trust you and yes i want you to me my first" jeno give jaemin a small okay, before putting his member in jaemin he stayed there without moving until jaemin was fully adjusted. some tears rolled down jaemin's cheeks but jeno wiped them away, kissing and whispering sweet words to the younger "fuck jaemin" jeno moan into jaemin ear giving him goosebumps "jen aah oh my fuc- im coming" the room was filled with their moan, the bed headboard slamming on the wall with every jeno's thrust. they both cum at the same time, jaemin on his stomach and jeno quickly pulled out, coming on the sheets. when they woke up, they both didn't remember anything or maybe that's what they said.
the days after that night, were going well both of them still felt the awkwardness but didn't really mind, jaemin really wanted to do it with him, same with jeno.