Chap 2

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Erens POV:
I didn't know what was happening everything was moving quickly in the blink of an eye, first I was confeesing to Erwin that I was gay cnsidering he'd b acceptig because he's my uncle first off and he's been like a father figure to me, then all I heard was him yelling at me then he slapped me thinking he could smack the gay out of me. I just ran and ran and ran until I bumped into someone. I looked up to see him staring back at me, his face held a look of unamusement and boredom almost like he was constantly sad. I heard Erwins voice and tried to get up but slipped on ice. The guy held out his hand for me I took it hesitantly nd stood he pushed me behind him. Once Erwin approached I hid behind this stranger, Erwin and him sseemed to know each other. This had to be bad, but it wsn't because this stranger known as Levi knocked Erwin to the ground and I left with him. Now here I am on a plane to Paris, France, with someone I didn't know.
"hey kid?" I stopped spacing out and continued to look down at my lap
"y-yes sir?"
"you don't have to call me sir just Levi will do." I just nodded at him.
"I'm guessig you wanna know some things about me so I'll tell you 10 things and then you may ask questions after you tell me somethings about you. Deal?" I just nodded
"alright one I'm 25, two My name is Levi you may call me Heicho or Levi either one works, three my favorite color is green, four my favorite food is steak, five i hate vegetables, six I'm not short I'm only 5'5', seven i don't like sweets' eight i don't put up with bullshit, nine my german sucks so try to learn french or speak english, ten...I'm gay." I couldn't exactly understand why he was telling me this granted he was technacially a stranger taking me in so I guess getting to know him would be good for me.
"U-Um I'm Eren Jaeger, is one, two, I-I-I my favorite color is blue, three, i'm 15, four my favorite food is also steak, five i don't really like talking to others no offenses, six I'm 5'6 , seven i only like candy canes and chocolate, eight I guess i enjoy cleaning from time to time, nine i speak french, japanese, and spanish although my native tounge is german, ten as you kinda know I am also...gay." I have never really told anyone the things i like and the things I'm good at. Mainly because I don't have many friends..actually I don't have friends at all. I guess it was nice for a change.
"why did you help me Mr. Levi"
"it's just Levi"
"right sorry"
"I helped you because one Erwin is an ass and two because you looked like you needed saving." My heart sortaa lept out of my chest in all honesty I didn't know what to think it was all kinda new to me about certain feels i suppose. Levi seemed trust worthy but there's still a sadness to him that I can sense, aybe it isn't a sadness but more of a lonliness.
"Levi are you lonely?" I wasn't meaning to say that it just slipped. He didn't look at me.
" get some sleep kid." that was all he said, and I slowly started drifting into a deep sleep.

Levi's POV:
Was I lonely? That's what he asked me. Yeah I guess you could say I was lonely only because it was true, he was right. In all reality I never did wan to admit it but i guess it was time that I did. Lonliness was something i was used to but when a small frail 15 year old boy looks at you and asks you if you're lonly you're going to want to say yes....But I didn't say a word I just kept my mouth shut, showing my true feelings to others is something I didn't do unless I was drunk or too useless to actually do anything and neither one of those things happened very often..or ever if that...well the drinking part is something I do every other week but whatever. It's easier said than done right? Wrong. This green eyed boy looking at me with sad eyes asking if I'm lonely if only we were eye to eye he would've been able to guess the answer to that question of his. He'd see how deep I'm drowning in liqour and lonliness. If only he knew of the late nights crying for the past ten years, the deep depression I went through when I was his age. I don't like to think about stuff like that but maybe just maybe in the few hours I've known this boy I just might open up...maybe just a bit

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