Levi's POV:
I don't know what to do anymore I love Eren but loving him is dangerous. He's tried to kill me a numerous of times this past month after being released from the hospital. He and his other self switch places sorta and Eren will be a sobbing mess apologizing to me after he realizes that he has tried suffocating me while I slept, trying to burn down the house, locked me in my room for days, stabbing me but failed...i think i might have to send him to an asylum I don't want to but i need to i already called the guys and they'll be here at noon its 9:30 right now so hopefully nothing too bad will happen.
"L-levi?" it was Eren not his other half he called himself Teufel it means devil in german.
"What do you want." he looked hurt by my words i was giving him the cold shoulder i gave everyone i didn't want to but i can't let my guard down.
"W-well I-i...nevermind I know you are mad at me so i won't ask." he went back up stairs. But for some reason i stopped him.
"Just ask me the question." he slowly turned to face me. His head was down.
"I actually have three q-questions if you don't mind."
"Go ahead."
"Well my first question is..do you hate me?"
"I don't know how i feel about you anymore." he looked up at me i could see the tears swell into in sea colored eyes.
"Whats your nexted question?"
"I-i can I k-k-kiss you i miss your kisses Levi..."
"No you can't. Whats your last question." tears spilled over his eyes and soon he was a sobbing mess he was on his knees crying.
"Why are you crying."
"B-because y-you don't love me anymore a-and its my fault..I'm sorry i hurt you I'm sorry I tried to fight him i tried Levi i did i promise b-but I wasn't strong enough and now you're gonna send me away because you don't love me anymore. Its all my fault and I'm sorry." this was my Eren the one that blames himself the one who cries in front of others....the one that i loved.
"T-Teufel called the asylum people who are coming and said to not come"
"What?!"
"He said its because we have things to do today."
"Eren what things..who is we.?!"
"Teufel and I we are still leaving but not to the asylum."
"Eren what does that even mean." he got up and his eyes met mine except something was different his eyes were hollow like a lifeless doll he got up and walked up stairs. I followed. I walked in and saw he was standing on a chair. With a rope around his neck and it hung from the ceiling.
"We want you to watch."
"Eren get down please."
"No Levi we want you to watch."
"Eren get down you don't want to do this."
"You're right. Its less graphic." he walked over to the open window and sat on the ledge. I pulled him back in and kept him pinned onto the ground. His body lay lifeless and eyes still hollow.
"Why won't you let me do it." he asked in a bored monotoned voice.
"You don't love me anymore so why." i didn't answer him i just stood up. And picked him up. Put him over my shoulder. Carrying him down to the basement. There was a bed and mini fridge down there so he had food and water. I put him down there when he tried to kill me as his punishment i guess. But now i just can't be around him. I lay him on the bed and closed the jail like bars. Locking it.
"Are you going to go up stairs and cry again Levi?" this was Eren talking not Teufel not the both of them just Eren.
"No Eren."
"Is it because of me you cry?"
"Eren-"
"Do you not want me anymore? Is that why you have sex with other people to forget about me?"
"Listen Eren-"
"Its okay...i understand." Eren knew I didn't think he could hear me all the way down here. He starts to cough. And his face is paler than usual. He then starts to throw up and he falls back passing out. I opened the cell bars and rush over to him putting my hand on his forhead the poor kid was burning up. I'm too scared to take him to a hospital or anywhere in public for that matter. I take off his shirt to look for any self injuries and thats when my heart drops. I could see Eren's rib cage he was thinner than ever how did i not see it before? How he had gotten. I walked over to the mini fridge to see it was still fully stalked he had been starving himself. I went back over to him and checked his pulse...he didn't have one. I shook him.
"Eren come on Eren stay with me please. EREN I'M SORRY PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME EREN PLEASE!" I pick him up and run back up stairs and out side to my car. I put him in the back seat laying him down carefully. Then I got in the drivers seat and sped down the road to get to the nearest hospital.
When i reached the hospital i got Eren out of the car. And ran in the hospital.
"CAN SOME ONE PLEASE HELP I NEED A DOCTOR NOW.!!" many nurses and doctors came to help. And told me to stay and wait. I called Grisha and explained everything since he was still in France he said he would be on his way.
I did this to him...i am a terrible person.
----couple hours later------
"Mr. Ackerman?" a doctor came out with a sad expression.
"How is he?"
"First Mr.Ackerman before i discuss anything about Mr.Jeagars condition let me just say how much of and ass hole you i am not about to sit here and pretend to ne nice. We scanned his brain and he has a tumor. His schizophrenic condition has faltered a bit because of the tumor. And with the malnutrition this boy was sitting on deaths door step. I also know about the multi personality disorder from when he was here just a month ago. His 'other half' fading because of the tumor the other characteristics in him begin to die along with the brain cells that produce the mind set of thinking. This poor boy is wrecked. And the blood loss from his internal bleeding. Have you not noticed this boy was dying Mr.Ackerman?"
Eren was dying? I hadn't noticed instead i kept him locked up in a basement or a bedroom. I was the worst person ever. I didn't deserve Eren's love or anyone else for that matter he's been through hell and i was one reason for his pain.
"What was the cause of internal bleeding?"
"Varies of medication all different pills i can tell he over dosed once or twice with out medical treatment. You are really lucky he's alive for now."
"For now?"
"Because of all the damage and how big the tumor is Mr. Jeagar only has 8 months to live." I am a terrible person..
A/N. If i made any of you cry i am so sorry in all honesty i was tearing up while writing it. Thanks for reading
Oh yeah and read my new Ereri its called "SWITCHED" the first chapter is already up.
Bye-Bye
-AUNA
