Chap 11

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Levi's POV:

My poor Eren the love of my life wanted to die..the doctors recommended putting him in an insane asylum or on medication. It turns out the scans that they did on his brain read that he has schizophrenia and severe brain damage which will make his schizophrenia worsen. (this is all bullshit i am making things up as i go well...about the brain damage part not the schizophrenia part. I have nothing against schizophrenics)

How did i miss this and he was found just a block over from my office. Damnit.. Why would anyone want to hurt this angel. He was so innocent and loving so...Why? Why was god so cruel. Was god even watching over Eren? Well maybe considering that he's still alive.

"Excuse me sir are you Levi Ackerman?" i looked up to see a man dressed in a uniform he was a marine.

"Yes why do you ask?"

"I'm Erens father Grisha Jeagar. I had went to Erwins house to surprise Eren for his birthday but Erwin had said he was in France with you."

"Well its nice to finally meet you Mr. Jeagar..although its probably not the best way of meeting my boyfriends father."

"Oh you're his boyfriend?" i just nodded. "Interesting age choice Mr. Ackerman" he just gave me a slight chuckle.

"Anyway would you mind telling me what's happened to my son?"

"Well he got jumped on his way from school by some bullies at his old school-"

"Old school?" Grisha cut him off.

"Yes Eren was being bullied on a day to day basis so i had him transfered to a new school."

"I see please continue."

"Well someone found him in an ally way unconcious and took him to the hospital and i got notifies. They did scans on him and he has a mild concussion, and slim amnesia. They also told me he had schizophrenia do you know about that sir?"
Grisha sat down with his head hanging and nodded.

"Eren has always been an odd boy from the start. Although he was very intelligent and top of all his classes. There was just something wrong..he would always wake up at night screaming or he would randomly cry in the middle of the day or glare at me during dinner."

-----flash back time--3rd person POV----
"Papa!" Eren came in running into Grisha and Carla's room one afternoon he had been in his own room playing with his toys.
"What happen Kleiner?"

"Böse mich said that you didn't love me papa and mama was going to die and i was too."

"Listen Kleiner nothing bad is going to happen okay?"

"du versprichst?" Grisha nodded amd kissed Eren on the forehead. Eren wipped away his tears and smiled.
Eren was only 6 then then as he got older things got worse like when he turned 9 he went on a rampage while Grisha was over seas and he had locked his mother in the hallway closet and she had been there the whole two weeks Grisha was gone. Eren said that
Böse mich made him do it. Eren got a spanking but he didn't cry...he had laughed he laughed like a maniac saying that the pain felt good.

---present time---Levi POV-----

"So not only does Eren have schizophrenia he has split personality disorder?"

"Yes and we tried giving him medication but he would fight us off at his hardest." Grisha showed Levi his hand it had a huge scar.
"He stabbed me in the hand while i was sleeping one night and said that if I ever tried to give him any medication again he would stab me more. So we took him to a hypnosis special and had him permanently remove Böse mich from Erens memory. But one night we got into a car crash and Eren hit his head. And Böse mich came back so we did hypnosis again we kept him medicated but now...i fear for the worst."

"Then why was he living with Erwin."

"Erwin was just taking care of Eren for when i had to go over seas..i didn't know that Erwin was abusing him.."
Grisha looked as if he were ready to cry. Them the doctor approched him.

"Excuse me Mr. Ackerman. Eren Jeagar is awake now..but he seems off..sir."

"Oh no." Grisha mumbled and then stood. We went to Eren's room and he was sitting up head down and feet dangling from the side of the bed.

"Eren?" he looked up ever so slowly he had a wicked grin on his face and his eyes looked lifeless and hollow.

"Leviiiiii you came to play with me" he then cackled a laugh of pure...horror? He looked over at Grisha.

"My my my look at what we have here its my old man. How are you Grisha i see you haven't died yet." another cackle.

"Ya know Levi three's a crowd when its playtime." I got closer to him

"Eren what's wrong with you?"

"What ever do you mean? Oooh you're looking for 'der Schwächling' I'm sorry he's unavailable..for good this time."

"What did you do to my Eren"

"Now now Levi i am your Eren I'm just ya know. Stronger and smarter and I'm not weak." another cackle. I was starting to get pissed.

"Aww is wittle Wevi getting mad..hahahaha i find that kinda sexy when you're mad." he trudged over to me inba seductive way wrapping his arms around my neck.

"I could always fuck you now ya know. Grisha you mind leaving I'm trying to get laid here.?" cackle.
I pushed him off of me

"Stop this now."

"Oooh fiesty i love it." Grisha stepped up.

"Eren enough of this you need to gain control over yourself. This really needs to stop." (obviously Grisha talking to Eren isn't helping.)

I did something i knew i would regret later. I tackled Eren or whoever he was on to the bed and strapped him down. He kicked and screamed and cursed at us the doctor came in and put him to sleep

'i want my Eren back..'


A/N translations: (German)
Böse mich - evil me

Kleiner- little one

Du versphrichist- you promise

der Schwächling- the weakling

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