I want to see all of you (Kiribaku)

I'm so sorry

Bakugou's POV:

Last night was a bit of a blur. The last thing I remember was enjiro holding me close. He wouldn't leave my side and we fell asleep, me in his arms as we layed in my bed.
I woke up with my head on kirishimas chest. I looked at the sleeping man.
He looked so peaceful. So beautiful.

God you really are pathetic.

Shut up. 

He's just pitting you.

Shut up!

You cant seriously be falling for him.
He will just leave you.
You don't deserve his love.

Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!!!

I felt tears build in my eyes. I knew he didn't love me. He just pittied me. I stood up and looked at kirishima. Panic started to rise.
Shit not again.
I needed to distract my self from this panic. I quickly walked over to the bathroom that was attached to my room. I went in locking the door behind me. I searched through the bathroom looking for something to distract me. Anythingthing.
I came across a sharp blade and held it up. I was frozen just staring at it. Listening to it call to me.

Do it.
No one cares anyway.
Just do it!
Cut.
Cut.
Cut!
Cut!!
CUT
CUT!
DO IT!  CUT!
Cut. Cut. Cut. Cut.

Okay!
It won't be that bad.
It's not a big deal.

I jumped up in the bench and placed the cold bade against my skin. I slowly moved it along my left arm. I gasped at the sharp pain.

More.

I decorated my left arm with messy, ugly cuts.
One.
Two.
Three.
Four.
Five.
Six.
Seven.
Eight.
Nine.
Ten.
Eleven.
Twelve.
Thirteen.
Fourteen.
Fifteen.

I looked at the blood covering my entire forearm. The blood dripped all over my grey sweat pants. It soon made a huge puddle of dark blood all over my lap. I felt sick to my stomach.

Do the other arm.

I can't I'll bleed out.

I don't care.
No one does.
And no one will.

Okay...
Just a few more.

I drew similar cuts on my right arm. I felt so dizzy. So sick. So disgusting.

Third person pov:

The red haired boy woke up realizing the blond boy wasn't next to him any more. He got up and saw a light coming from the bathroom door. He went up the the door and knocked.
"Hey bakubro! You in there?"
Shit.
Bakugou quickly cleaned up the blood.
"Just a second!"
He frantically looked for bandages. He found some he had used a few weeks ago to cover his hands from over using his quirk.
They're not clean but they'll do.
Once he was cleaned up and bandaged he put his hoodie back on it was oversized and long enough to cover the blood on his pants. He opened the door meeting face to face with a smiling boy who was waiting for him.
"C'mon man! We have to get ready for school!"
Bakugou gave a weak smile and nodded.

~Time skip~

Bakugou and kirishima arrived at class together. Most of their class mates were already there. The day started as usual. Bakugou was yelling at izuku. Kirishima was talking with denki, sero, and mina. Iida was demanding everyone to be responsible. Pink cheeks was flirting with deku. Everything seemed to be normal.
Class started and everyone was listening to a boring math lecture. Bakugou started feeling really dizzy and his arms were itching so much, it was driving him mad.
Kirishima noticed bakugou violently scratching at his arms. He didn't pay much attention to it.
~Another time skip~
(I'm lazy sorry lol T-T)

The 'bakusquad' went out to the mall for a bro time hang out. They were all having fun and learning dances with mina. But kirishima couldn't help but notice bakugou zoned out a lot and was constantly scratching at his arms. He lashed out at people a lot but that was normal for katsuki. Once it was getting late they all decided to go home. (back to the dorms)
The rest left before kirishima and bakugou as kirishima had convinced bakugou to stay longer with him to get a smoothie.
While they were drinking their drinks they sat in silence. Bakugou was still violently scratching at his arms.
Kirishima grabbed both of bakugous arms causing him to flinch and cringe in pain.
"Stop doing that! You'll hurt yourself!"
Bakugou chocked on his smoothie. He yanked his arms away from enjiro still coughing. He rubbed his arm and stopped choking.
"What the fuck shitty hair!"
Kirishima flinched as bakugou yelled. Bakugou stood there in shock.
"What- why did you flinch!"
Kirishima had a stern look in his eyes and glared at bakugou who was still holding tightly onto his left arm.
"Let's go home."
Kirishima said as he put the money on the table, grabbed his things and started walking home.

Bakugou and kirishima walked back to the dorms in silence. Once they were almost there kirishima noticed bakugou had been holding his arms tightly the entire walk home. He stopped walking and bakugou looked back at him confused.
"Katsuki, did I hurt your arm?"
Visible panic rose on bakugous face.
"I- What no- w-why would you think that?"
Kirishima looked at katsuki with concern. He walked up to bakugou. And lightly grabbed bakugous left wrist. Bakugou quickly yanked his arm back.
"W-what the hell are you doing?!"
Kirishima stared at bakugou piercing through his soul.
"Katsuki show me your arm."
Kirishima demanded.
"Wh- What no!"
Kirishima grabbed bakugous arm causing bakugou to yell out in pain. Kirishima pulled bakugous sleeve up revealing bandages covered in blood. Bakugou's cuts has split open without him knowing. Kirishima gasped and froze in fear. Katsuki dropped to the ground in tears. Kirishima looked down at the sobbing boy. He knelt down and gently unwrapped the bandages. Red, fresh, bruised, bleeding cuts stared back at kirishima. The red haired boy stared in shock, tears running down his checks.

~flashback~
Enjiro Kirishima was in middle school. He was going through a really hard time and struggling with depression. He came home one night sick and tired of his painful life.
He went to his bathroom and cut his arms and legs so much until he couldn't feel anything. He was bleeding to death on the bathroom floor. It was the worst moment of his life.

~end of flashback~
Bakugou was sobbing  on the ground. And kirishima held him in a tight hug crying with him.
"Why..."
Kirishima whispered in bakugous ear.
"I'm so sorry..."

1080 words my depressed children!