Bakugou's POV:
I hate when anyone sees any signs of weakness in me. That's why I didn't tell anyone what happened when I got kidnapped, or even at the festival when I was tied up having a PTSD attack getting flashbacks from the sludge villian.
God I'm so stupid a weak.
It's been a month since I got kidnapped, we have all moved into dorms for our own safety.
I lay awake in bed for yet another night. I thought about what I could have done differently that night I got kidnapped.
God I'm so pathetic.
Yes you are.
Just give up already.
Your such a burden.
The voices never stop. They're so loud, the always shout the truth in my mind. It makes me want to die. It drives me insain. Why can't it all just go away. Tears began to poor from my eyes. I covered my mouth trying to hold back the loud sobs that ached to escape my mouth. I sat up at looked at the clock placed on me bedside table.
2:17
I started breathing rapidly. I couldn't hold it back any longer. I'd been holding this sadness, anger and panic for so long it felt like I was suffocating in it.
God your so pathetic.
Just look at you, a crying mess.
No one would even miss you if they killed you that day.
"GOD JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!"
I fell to the floor clawing at my chest, begging for the air to reach my lungs.
I heard a knock on the door, I instantly started panicking more than I was.
"Hey dude, it's me kiri."
What the fuck was he doing here?! That red head idiot has been following me around since the day we met. Why does he like me so much. I'm so weak and angry all the time.
"I heard you yelling. Can you please let me in man.."
My heart dropped as I heard the boy talk.
"F-f-fuck off sh-shitty hair"
I managed to shout at him before quietly gasping for air again.
"Dude let me in! Something's wrong I can tell!"
Fuck. I made it too obvious. He can't see me like this what will he think of me.
He'll think your the pathetic boy you are.
No I'm not pathetic.
Yes you are, weakling.
Fuck off I'm not weak!
"Bakugou are you there?!"
I tried to speak but my breathing was rapid and I couldn't see from the tears in my eyes. I felt dizzy and nauseous.
This is getting out of control.
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Fanfic(kirishima x bakugou) kiri and baku have been friends for the whole year, it had been a few weeks since bakugou got kidnapped. he never talked about his experience while he was there and none of the pro hero's or even the police actually knew what h...
