I don't know what to do

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Third person pov:

When bakugou and kiri had finished crying they stayed on the floor holding each other tight for a few minutes. Bakugou was obviously not feeling the best, he looked tired and pale. Kiri and baku walked to the dorms together and sat in bakugous room, they were silent. Bakugou was on his phone and kirishima was just looking at the blond boy.

Bakugou's POV:

I could feel kirishima looking at me while I scrolled through my phone. Kirishima got up and went to bakugou's bathroom. I heard kirishima go through the bathroom drawers, I started to panic what if he finds my razors...
Kirishima walked back into the bedroom and sat on the bed making eye contact with me. He sighed and looked down at the blood covered bandages and razor blades. I was shocked. My eyes wide open, tears forming.
"I'm going to take these..."
Kirishima whispered as he looked deeply into my soul. He got up and opened the door exiting my dorm room with the bandages and razors in his hands.
"I'll be back. Stay here."
I slightly panicked. I calmed myself down as I looked through my bag finding at the bottom of it a few razors. I sighed in relief. I quickly got up and hid them.
Once kirishima got back he was holding a first aid kit. He sat next to me and unraveled my bandages in silence. The fresh cuts were bleeding.
They are so gross and ugly.

Enjiro sighed sadly. I leaned my head back on the pillows and closed my eyes before any tears escaped. I felt a sting of cold wetness gently rubbing the cuts on my arm.
I feel kind of... loved..

Tch. Your not loved.

Stop. Not right now. Please.

God you are so weak.

I'm begging you not right now.

You should have just bled out in the floor.

No.

YES.

Stop!

Your so weak, just kill yourself.

"No! STOP IT!!"
Kirishima was shocked and instantly stopped aiding bakugous cuts.
"JUST GET OUT OF MY HEAD! SHUT UP GODDAMN IT!"
Kirishima was scared by this sudden lash out.
"Bakugou..."
He tried patting katsuki's back but Bakugou hit him away.
"FOR FUCK SAKE PLEASE JUST STOP!"
Kirishima quickly grabbed bakugou into a hug.
"I'm right here, it's ok I've got you man."
Bakugou realized it was kirishima.
"PLEASE!"
he cried out gripping kirishimas arm tightly.
"PLEASE MAKE THEM STOP!"
"Make what stop?"
"I JUST NEED IT TO STOP! PLEASE JUST SHUT THEM OFF!"
Kirishima was sobbing he didn't know what to do.
"Bakugou. I- I don't know what to do!"
"Please..."
Bakugou started to pass out.
Kirishima was crying, holding the blond boy tight.
"I don't know what to do"
Kirirahima managed to get out between sobs.

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