Khai in the mm .
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Khai Pov
Khai , Khai wake up , wake up !
i heared as i felt a little body jump on me.
My little sister woke me up like this every weekend. poping my eyes open just in to catch her before she fell off the bed.
Got chu fatt mama", I said to her .
I told you to be more careful", i told her sitting up right with her now in my lap .
Why you waking me up so early" I asked her as she played with the little hairs on my chin .
Khai its almost one o'clock" , she says as she holds up 1 finger .
And besides , mom said you need to get up , shower and dress. Then go make sure the guest bedroom is straight. Mommy says the girl she told us about is coming today i cant wait!" she says loudly as she claps her hands and role her neck a little.
"Aye cut all that out." i said pointing a finger at her .
she hmm'd her reply as she picked up the picture frame off my night stand.
It was a picture my mom got made when i was younger or me and my ex bestfriend. We had went to the fair that weekend and my mom had took alot of pictures.
I loved and hated this picture so much for many different reasons .
One reason i loved it was because , it was the only thing i had that reminded me of her . She was so beautiful.
The reason i hated it was because , it reminded me of alot of bad things. Like what i did to her . i hated myself every day for it and every day i asked god to bring her back to me so that i could fix my mistakes.
But I know he probably is telling me that i dont deserve to fix things and that what i did was unforgivable.
She's so beautiful khai . How come I've never seen her". She asked me as i took the picture from her looking at it as i ran my fingers across her face.
Because before she left , I did some stupid things to her. Things that i wish i could go back and change". i said to my sister but was talking more to myself then her.
"Alright fat mama , head down stairs and tell mom ill be down shortly". I said as i sat the picture on the bed before standing mia on her feet.
i watched , shaking my head as she took off running outta my room.
grabbing the picture onces more i looked at it for a few means a once si gle tear came down my eye.
" I know i dont deserve a second chance but baby girl im nothing like that scared little boy i used to be".
"I just need you to come back to me so i can show you. I would spend the rest of my life making it up to you".
"i miss you so much , ah nigga hate hisself for what he did to you". i said as i wipe my face before sitting the picture back down on the night stand.
Standing up , i got myself together before going to hop in the shower.
Alicia was always on my mind.
But i tryed to push all my feelings away right now and focus on who ever this chick was that was coming.
Mom said she would be staying with us for now on and going to school with me.
That means i would be helping her out in shit .
So washing up , i tryed my best to clear my mind but before i got out the shower i silently asked God to bring my baby girl back with to me.
If i never see her again , apart of me would be empty for the rest of my life.
And thats what scared ah nigga the most.
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Okay , so not my beat chapter but i just wanted yall to see a little of how khai feels but not all of it . in do time you well.
- Thoughts on khai ?
- should the next chapter be in khai pov or alicia pov ?
- next chapter coming tonight?
- is yall ready for drama ?
vote & comment let me know something .
and please forgive all mistakes .
-kiaabiaa
