Beautiful Inside and Out

Chapter 18

(A few weeks later)

We teach girls to shrink themselves
To make themselves smaller
We say to girls,
"You can have ambition
But not too much
You should aim to be successful
But not too successful
Otherwise you will threaten the man."
Because I am female
I am expected to aspire to marriage
I am expected to make my life choices
Always keeping in mind that
Marriage is the most important
Now marriage can be a source of
Joy and love and mutual support
But why do we teach girls to aspire to marriage
And we don't teach boys the same?
We raise girls to see each other as competitors
Not for jobs or for accomplishments
Which I think can be a good thing
But for the attention of men
We teach girls that they cannot be sexual beings
In the way that boys are . . .

Li' pov :

(Before graduation)

We were at his mother house. I was upstairs at the moment getting dressed for graduation. I had curled my hair and put on my jewelry before sliding on my black dress. I turned around in the mirror giving my backside a look before turning back around and smiling. I was so happy. I don't think that nothing could ruin my mood today. I rubbed my hands over my belly and let out a deep breath. I put my had up because I didn't want the tears to come down. I was trying to hard to hold them in. I chuckled I just couldn't believe how things were turning around for me.

Then there was a knock at the door and I yelled for the person to come in. Dropping my hands I turned around and seen a khai's mother at the door with a huge smile on her face.
"Her how are you feeling" she asked coming towards me grabbing my hand and taking it in hers.

     "Wow you look so beautiful. I just know your mama is looking down you smiling. You have definitely made her proud Hun. And I'm proud of you also. Congratulations love. She said wiping my eye before the tear could fall and then she kissed my head.

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(Graduation)

It was here. The day I told my mother I'd make her proud. It was my way of saying thank you even though she wasn't here. Thank you for loving me, thank you for always being there, thank you for teaching me to be me no matter what, thank you for showing me how to love myself when I didn't think I was worthy, thank you for teaching me that big girls ROCK ! This one . . This ones for you mama.

" Alicia Jones" my school principal called my name.

"Yeah ! That's my baby girl right there" khai yells out and I blush deeply as I take my diploma say my thank you and walk off the stage. He is so extra.

So graduation is over and I make my way over to khai and the family.

"These are for you baby" he says handing me beautiful red flowers and kissing my lips softly before pulling back.

I moaned a little mumbling a quick thanks. We stand and talk for a while and I say my goodbyes to a few teachers I've got to know. Soon it's just me and khai his mother and sister long gone.

"Im so proud of you. I was thinking that me and you get away for the weekend celebrate and just get away for a little. Plus I wanna get to know more about the beautiful women you have become. I know the basics but ah nigga wanna know all the shit that making you smile, I what you really like and what you don't.

He moved closer to me grabbing my ass and flickin his tongue over my ear lobe.

I also wanna know how many times can I make you come while we sky high in the air baby" he smirked rubbing his hand up and down my belly. He did that a lot now. I let out a little moan as he covered my mouth with his.

And bringing my arms around his neck I thought about it.

"Yeaaah, I was differently down wit that" I said kissing my man back.

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I know it's short but them well be a part 2. I just wanted to give tall something. So yeah sorry for any mistakes 😘😘
-Kiaabiaa