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Panic attack

(Tw. panic attack) this one will be longer just for you guys! 💖 (1005 words)

Draco's POV,       

 I woke up but not next to Harry...I heard noises what sounded like voices? I sat up and rubbed my eyes.  "Mhm..Harry?" I said softly and sleepily. He turned around from the floo call he was on. " ah morning lo-Draco.." he said happily. I smiled lightly. " who are you on a call with?" I asked. " oh! Right. I'm on a call with Ron, hermione, pansy, and Blaise." He said happily. I peeked from where I was sitting and looked over his shoulder. I saw pansy give me a light smirk and a look to Potter and back to me. 

I rolled my eyes and fell back on the bed. " draco, sit up we have an idea." He said softly. " how did you even get their numbers!?" I asked sitting up abruptly. "Secret~" He said putting a finger to his mouth and winking. I couldn't help but blush a bit. "Stupid Pottah " I murmured. "What was that~?" He teased. " shut up" I said. " what's this "plan"?" I said with air quotes.

"Pansy invited everyone to a party at Hogwarts tomorrow...I mean we are all going to Hogwarts tomorrow...don't you remember?    "SHIT I FORGOT TO PACK" I yelled. Harry giggled cutely. I blushed but hid it with my hand. I hopped up and started packing. Harry ended the call saying bye to all of them and collecting the time and place. He got up when the call ended and walked up to me and grabbed my waist. I blushed and turned around putting my arms on his neck. We kissed. He giggled and smiled at me. " I love you" He whispered. 

" I love you more." I say softly, kissing his nose and getting back to work on packing.  A couple hours later I was finally done. " hey Harry..." I start. He hums in response looking my way. " how did you get your stuff" I ask dumbfounded. " I had help from pansy and hermione.  Pansy only wanted to do the party Because she has  a little crush~" he said making kissy noises. I giggled. 

" I'm all done packing so it's good if I start dinner." I said " what do you want to eat" I asked him. "Uhhhhhhhh..food." He said " I'm not asking you again I'm just going to make something" I face palmed and walked to the kitchen. 

Harry's POV,    

 I giggled and put on the floo call again calling just pansy this time, " hey Parkinson." I said. " hello, Potter." She said smirking. " excited for the party so you guys can snogg in a closet?" She teased. I blushed hard the thought of snogging In the closet with Malfoy made me crazy. "Uhhh" I said, she just laughed. "S-shut up Parkinson." I said. " you know it's true! Malfoy's  a bottom after all~" she teased " NO IM NOT" we hear a scream from the kitchen.  We both start laughing.

A couple hours later we stop the call say goodbye and Draco brings up a plate of my favorite foods. " how did you know!?" I say excitedly. " gut feeling." He says smirking. I eat the food and Set the plate on the desk. " thank you love." I say kissing his nose. We turn off the lights and fall asleep cuddling. The next morning I get up fast grabbing our suit cases and changing. " love get up it's time to go!" I say excitedly. "Mhmmmm" He says tiredly. He slowly gets up and changes and then falls back on the bed. I sigh and pick him up. Surprisingly light. And I carry sleepy draco and the suitcases and teleport to station 9 3/4. 

Everyone just stairs as they see me carrying Draco onto the train. I find a compartment and set Draco down and me next to him. I let out a sigh of relief when we finally made it.  Hours later of sleeping next to each other we wake up at our stop. Pansy greets us and tells us the location and walks away with a wink.

Hours later we all arrive at the big party. There are so many people! Its exciting. I love it. Gotta thank pansy for this! Draco and I sit at the back with pansy and Blaise. " beer please" I say a bit tipsy as I ask for another drink. The whole place was blasting loud music my kind of style. I laugh and hang out with them for a bit more before realizing somethings up with draco... " hey guys I'm going to find hermione" pansy says with a wink before drunkly walking off. I laugh at the sight

(This is based off of a panic attack I have had before.)

Draco's POV, I hate party's, the loud music...everyone's looking at me and whispering.. I'm only a bit drunk but I know I want to leave.. what if my father finds out I was at a party... what if he hates me..what if he yells at me...what if he doesn't love me...what will people think about this....what if he hits me.... suddenly daddy issues by the neighborhood starts playing. Great what an inconvenience, I start panicking. " I'm going to use the restroom." I say to Blaise and Harry. They nods before going back to talking. I push trough the big crowd of drunken people. I rush into the bathroom and sit in the stall and start crying. I start to panic more and more and more and then I start to feel like I can't escape. I cry louder and the music just blurs my ears, even though it is a bit numbed down I can still hear it. I try to stay calm but I end up passing out on the floor of the hard cold bathroom.

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Wow this one was long. My fingers hurt. Thank you guys! 💖 love you all, and stay safe please!