pey;
im doing this thing now. its not much. ive been reading. im reading those books you always read.
i found a spot to read. its under the bridge, the one by your grave. im like a troll. theres these other kids there, they smoke. and sometimes i smoke with them.
theres this one girl. she reminds me of you. but i refuse to do anything with her because ill screw her up like i screwed you up.
im sorry
forever and always
-cal
