today is july 20th, 2015
im going to die in seven days
i just cant wait
im sorry
i know you would have wanted me to move on and have a life. but i just cant. peyton, youre the love of my life. youre my everything. i love you so much.
did you know that i still talk to you? do you hear me?
sometimes ill go to your grave and lay down next to you, ill look up at the stars and just talk to you. i love going there because i feel like youre with me. i feel like youre alive and laying right beside me.
i love you
forever and always,
-cal
omg that was horrible im obviously not doing my best with writing this. i just cant think of anything so im trying to end it. im sorry
