Nobody noticed but her until.. I

Pt.1

Y/n pov;
I lay on my bed staring at the ceiling wondering so much things that I can't explain. I hang out with these girl but they only use me for popularity I sit by them on the bus. My only real friend is Levi but he's never with me only on Friday and Tuesday. questions going through my mind like if I will ever make better friends if people will stop judging me before they know me nobody notices till I'm fighting someone.i feel useless. Soon then I get up to get some water sitting there looking at a picture.. of him my brother who died when he was 7 he has cancer. Tears roll down my face I look at the time. 3:32 am I take a breath wipe my tears then lay down.
When I wake up I noticed I woke up a little late i rush I take a quick shower but on a skirt with black gloves.Levi texts me saying we can hangout today since his friend isn't gonna be here. Words floating in my mind. What if I get replaced. I take a deep breath. I sit at the bus stop waiting for my bus. My bus picks me up I sit in the back with my "friends" venelope Chloe and Sarah we talk about drama till I get a message. It's a unknown number it says : fight me today after school at the back of the school don't be late everyone's gonna be there. I tell my "friends" I wonder what will happend i answer the text with bet ill be there I wonder who it is My first class is with Levi I talk to him. Most the time we talked abt drama and about our life i miss my best friends alora we would talk for hours now she's in Kentucky. I miss her but Levi isn't horrible. I fake smile and say j have to go. I go to the bathroom tears dripping down my face I wipe them .

After school
I walk to the back of the class I punch her in the face push her to the ground and start punching the shit everyone cheering for me I get nervous but keep punching she passes out I laugh HAH WEAK pretending like I give a fuck about if I win or not she cry's i soon the principal I run away

The next day
I was told about a new student her name was aaliyah I walk in class seeing her she looked shy I looked at my friends then look at her  I walk up to her and say hey  I ask to be friends my friend walk up and says Wtf why are u with this girl we're ur friends I respond with a suck it up and leave. I talk to her abt  my life I was able to tell her about my true life same as her I   Have a happy feeling in my heart knowing she's gonna be the friend to stay  I give her my phone. Number text her hey and she replies with a hello I ask how she is and a. Hour later I'm still talk to her we're talking about our life more I tell her rabbit my family's death her mom walks in AAliyah what are u doing? She reply  looks scared and says I'm talking to my friends stuttering her mom slapped her and says u don't have friends u weirdo I feel so bad I speak up yes she actally do ma'am suck it up it's not hard to understand the mom leaves the room annoyed thank you aaliyah says I reply with a. Always and then say I have to hang up I'm tired and  I have not ate a single thing in this whole day I make a little bit of takis then I go to sleep. I wake up and scrolll throught TikTok *sigh*  I walk to my bathroom sitting there's a razor  I stare for a moment then grab it and cut lines on my wrist it starts bleeding so  I bandage it and find a large shirt to wear to hide it.  Soon later I go to school I sir in my seat at school aaliyah shows up my teacher calls on me I raise my hand with my sleeve falling Aaliyah drags me to the bathroom whispers to me that there still bleeding she helps me clean then I hug her she says hey I know it's hard but I know for sure this is not the choice a lot of people love you even if u may not notice it h matter and u should stop I will always be ur friends and be here for you no matter what yoh through And I know there's a lot going on but no matter what I will always be here for you i promise nobody can ever ruin our friends ship thank you for being in my life I'm really lucky to have yon so is everyone else I wouldn't be the same without tou ur the only person that I can always count on no matter what and I hope u can count on me and u will always have a place in my heart I'm so proud of the person u have became today and how much ur trying im glad that ur here for me and im glad I'm here for you and I really have no clue what to do without you thank you for being the reason I smile ur the only one who's never purposely not try to start drama ur honesly my favorite person and None can replace that I would do anything for you im glad I can wake up knowing ur not sitting there talking shit abt me. During my high and lows u were the only person who comforted me and im really happy abt it thank you so much I know it's barley been a week but h have no idea what this means to me I stuck up for me when I was with my mom thanks you i smiles for a moment and hug her thanks you we talk to class the teacher asks what happened we say nothing we talk for a while I felt happier then I have been for a while knowing she's actally here for me I go home and lay down words fading but still some words like what if she leaves me? What's if she's fake ands trying to act like my friend? I think that then notice she's going through the same as me maybe I should just listen to loud music to quiet down I sit there and listen to music ti I fall  asleep