this wasn't the same billie i knew, she was more kind...loving. this billie is possessive and evil.
"i'm tired billie please i don't want to go." i sobbed as she dragged me into her car
you're probably wondering where we are going well billie apparently blew up on christmas day from a song she refuses to let me hear. she has her first small show today. i once again told her i wasn't feeling well but look where that got me.
"you are so fucking pathetic eavzn..you can't even support your own girlfriend at her own show? i would literally drop everything i'm doing just to watch you shit." she spat angrily as she backed her car out her driveway.
"billie...i would love to come and support you but i'm tired and homesick. you forced me to stay with you all week for christmas i just wanna go home and stay some time away-"
"why do you always wanna be away from me? you act as if i'm hurting you or some shit. cant you see i fucking LOVE you eavzn. you are my air, you are mine." she said as she brushed her fingers over my wet lips, with a small disgusting smile on her pale face.
i stayed quiet as she pulled up to the venue, wiping the tears on my cheek fixing my outfit.
"you stay in the green room alright. i don't want you listening to my music yet," she said, grabbing my hands forcing me inside the big building.
"i'll be finished in no time okay, love you," she said lastly kissing my cheek then leaving me disappearing to i'm guessing the stage area.
i sighed in relief of being alone. no billie, just me and myself.
"you seem lonely"
well never mind.
"um yeah i am i guess" i replied to the unknown voice that came from the girl standing in front of me.
"i'm kenia, i'm a part of billies new team" she smiled showing her pearly white teeth.
she was dangerously beautiful. something you would never wanna take your eyes off of.
"i'm eavzns, billies girlfriend." i smiled back politely kinda intimidated by her.
"oh, why aren't you out watching the show! you would love it," she said as she came to sit next to me.
"i'm not allowed to" i laughed to myself "billie doesn't want me to listen to her music yet."
she gave me a weird look before continuing to speak.
"regarding her music, i have feeling as to why she won't let you listen."
"what do you mean by that?" i said confusingly.
"nothing, don't take my word for it her music might just be for the fantasy fun you know?" she said making me wanna know what the fuck billie is putting out into the world.
"you're very pretty if i didn't mention, i'm not surprised billie pulled someone like you she's not bad-looking herself," she said smiling as she cleared the awkward tension between us.
i blushed to myself before letting out a small "thank you" as she nodded lightly.
we spent the whole night talking about random things and i learned a lot about her she's a sweet girl and is the same age as me..her father is apparently billies manager and she got her position as billies stylist so i'll be seeing her more than i think. im kinda glad tho at least i'll have a friend if im ever forced to do this again.
"fuck that shit was so fire" billie's voice boomed loudly into the room startling me and kenia.
"oh i see you've met kenia" she had a fake small smile on her face but anyone else wouldn't be able to tell. i once again nodded as kenia said a few words and excused herself from the room leaving me and billie alone.
"how was your show?" i asked her tiredly.
"it was good baby, you ready to go home? i see you are tired."
oh now you noticed?
"yes i'm very tired billie" i sighed rolling my eyes
"enough with the fucking attitude eavzns" she snapped at me due to rolling my eyes.
i don't have time for this.
"just take me home billie.."
fliter chapter.
