sooshu oneshots [HOLD]

her epistle

warning : angst/fluff, allow yourself to explore where this could start and end! (tell me how you interpreted it:))

im sorry i couldn't be the sun,

that looks like the fresh bloom of your cheeks when you're laughing.

the letter addressed to her had calla lilies painted on it.

im sorry,

you were afraid,

of my kind of love.

she strokes her thumb against the familiar cursives that bolded in black.

it's not the water that scare me, i think.

it's not knowing if you'll be on the other side to catch me.

she gripped onto the cotton paper, takes a deep breath derailed by her intense emotions.

im sorry i couldn't tell you in person

she slips up a saudade smile.

it's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.

she stayed limp as a newborn calf struggling to maintain equilibrium from the way her body was shaking just as she read the last stanza.

soojin,

love,

im guilty,

falling for the shine from your eyes when you look into mine.

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inspired by a poetry book,  'youll come back to yourself' written by michaela angemeer.

one of the stanza from the book appeared here, do check the book out!