For Him- Nate Jacobs

"Let Me Walk You Home"

I left mckays and began walking home on my own not wanting to ruin tonight for Cassie and mckay.

As I was walking I saw nate leaning on a wall and decided to approach him.

"you know you can be such an asshole sometimes"

"what the fuck did i do she was the one who nearly fucking killed me"

"you were the one that kept asking her who the fuck she was"

"I was curious" he said smirking

He stopped smirking

"your boyfriend raped my girlfriend" he said

Tyler was 4 years older than us. I was 16 when we started dating and he was 20 but nobody seemed to question it  because we were in love.

"it looked like they were both enjoying whatever the fuck was happening in the pool" I replied

"It's still rape and if you and him had sex whilst being together it was also rape"

"it was consentual"i replied

"It's still rape"he said

Deep down I always knew it was wrong but Tyler made it seem as if it was ok and I just went along with it.

"you should apologise to Jules"i said trying to change the subject

He laughed

"For what if anything she should apologise for nearly killing me"he replied

I began walking away. I was to high to be having this conversation with nate. He never did Know when he was wrong

"Where are you going?" he asked walking after me

"Away from you and this conversation"I replied continuing walking

"Let me walk you home"

"I'm good. Haven't you got someone else to annoy?"

"They can wait."

"Fine"i replied knowing that he wouldn't let me walk home alone even if I said no

"so you and maddy. I'm saying yous will be back together in less than 2 days"

"nah I'm done with her for good this tine"he replied walking beside me.

"What about you and Tyler" he asked

"I wanted to end things with him soon anyways and this just gave me a reason"

"why?"

"just cause"

"just cause what?"

"he's and asshole. He always has been."

"so why didn't you end things with him earlier?"

"cause he wouldn't let me."

He looked at me obviously confused as to what I meant but I couldn't tell him he wouldn't understand.

"what do you mean he wouldn't let you?"

"he just wouldn't let me. Everytime the Conversation came up he would get angry and-" I stopped not wanting to say say to much.

"And what?"he asked sounding curious but also a bit angry

"It doesn't matter anymore"i say not wanting the conversation to continue.

"It does matter but I understand if you don't want to talk about it anymore."

He was talking differently to how he normally did. He was normally an asshole and didn't really care about anyone. But right now he seemed to care about what I was saying which he usually didn't.

We stopped walking as we got to my aunts house.

"Thanks for walking me home" I said smiling at him

"Don't worry about it. I'll see  you in school tomorrow"he said smiling back at me.

I walked into the house and went straight to sleep.