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This cant be happening

Today is it they said I should find out the gender of my child. Carter held my hand as I wobbled down the ramp into the doctors office. "Hello Katie are you ready"? The doctor said happily "of course I am" I smiled. I layed down on the bed as I lifted my shirt up exposing my oh so huge stomach. The doctor had rubbed gel all around my stomach as I layed and watched. As she started to move the picture sensor on my stomach I seen something unordinary. Katie hun your having twins congrats. I looked to Carter as to see he was walking out. "Carter" I yelled he had just kept walking. I moved my sad eyes back to the screen. "Thank you doctor uhmm what's the genders"? You'll be having a boy and a babygirl I smiled huge a girl and a boy wow 😆 I got all cleaned up and had to call my mom to drive me home because Carter decided to leave. She dropped me off at charters to get some clothes for a few night knowing we were already in a fight. As I started walking up the stairs I heard something. I walked into carters room to find him kissing another girl. I was in full blown pissed off mood now I took all my shit my clothes my makeup my blankets my shoes EVERYTHING. As I started running down the stairs and ran after me "Katie I'm sorry please don't leave" I looked back to see sadness and sorrow in his eyes. "It's a boy and a girl Carter but you won't be seeing them" I kept walking to my
Car as I actually heard Carter start crying he made the girl leave our I mean his house. He grabbed
Me by the waist and started hugging me so tight. Katie I'm in love with you don't leave. "Carter you left me at s doctors appointment all alone when we were suppose to find out the genders of our babies and I come home to find you whoring around with some chick? I will not allow my children to be around such a childish guy." Those were the last things I said before I slammed the car door and was on my way back home a whole two hour driver to my mothers house. I felt like alittle girl again as I say my stuff back up in my old room. I started admiring the little kid stuff my mom kept
In here when I moved out all of it was good memories until i stumbled upon some baby clothes I picked them up and layed down as I started to cry. I rubbed my stomach "I love you guys but I don't want you I have ruined my life I can't keep you. For the sake of your life I am going to give you up for adoption" I fell asleep with a tear stained pillow.