Today was a Friday,but I was still thinking about what had actually happened yesterday.Han seemed to have lost the usual shine in his eyes and smile,but I appreciated him for just...trying.
It was my fault,and he got hurt.All I could do was feel bad because I couldn't even bring myself to say sorry.Just stupid.
Now Han was sitting in front of me playing his guitar.I mean,he used to teach me how to play the guitar in his free time.I had asked him to,about a month ago.
It was just because I wanted to spend time with him...
I was just frozen there,staring at his face,which looked a bit sad.He was not looking at me though, because he was busy concentrating on playing his guitar.
"Okay,"I told myself,"You can do this."
"Han..."He looked up at me.
"I'm sorry about yesterday.I didn't mean to."
"Oh...yesterday?It's okay.Really."[smiles]
"I am really sorry.I wasn't in my right mind."
"No no.Uh,are you stressed about anything?"
"Umm..."[I can't tell you😢]
"Is anything troubling you,Y/n?You can tell me."
[This isn't something I can easily tell you,Han.Even if i can,you won't understand.]
"Han,the truth is-"I began.Suddenly,someone called Han from the other side of the room.It was the girl from that day. "Oh sorry...Y/n,I have something to do.Mind if we continue the lesson later after school?"
"...Not at all.It's okay,I'll see you then." Han quickly packed his guitar,smiled at me and rushed off with the girl.I sighed loudly and picked up my guitar,and also left the room.
[TIME PASS]
Messages
"Han,are you coming over at my house?
Or should i come over?
"Oh sorry,Y/n.I still am in the middle of something...
What about tomorrow afternoon?"
"What are you still doing?"
"It's quite important for me.
And i can't...tell you.😜"
"OK...i give up.Tomorrow then."
"Alright!Thanks for understanding!
Good night😊"
"Good night."
"No emoji?...or Hearteu?
End of messages
[TO BE CONTINUED]
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"I know I loved you"
FanfictionIt's the start of it all,or is it already the end? What do you know about love? It hurts you,and it never heals. It scars.