hatred

Dancing <3

!!WARNING!! SELF HARM AND LANGUAGE!!

I woke up on Camilo's bed. "How long was I out for?" I ask whilst sitting up. "Five minutes." He replies blatantly. "I don't want anyone to know about this Camilo!" I say to him. "Why not-" he asks but I cut him off. "Don't tell anyone. Got it?" He nods his head and I sigh. "I'm sorry Camilo." I say awkwardly. "For what?" he asks me. "For being rude about your family." I say. "I...I forgive you." He says hesitantly. " We never got to introduce ourselves!" I say. I hold my hand out and say, " I'm Y/n, what's your name?" He grabs my hand, kisses it and says, "Hola Hermosa, I'm Camilo." He has a smirk on his face as I blush. He then takes me out of his room and into Antonio's where everyone is dancing and having fun. I look around the room knowing I have nobody to go to. That's when Camilo walks off to a girl with blonde hair and dark brown eyes. He hugs her tightly and then they...kiss. My heart sinks but I don't know why. I don't like him. Do I? My jaw drops as they start dancing and she looks at me with an evil smirk. I feel my eyes start to tear up as I walk out. I sprint back home and ran upstairs. I throw myself on the bed and cry. He called me beautiful? That girl. She's evil honestly. I get changed and pass out on the bed. I wake up to knocking on the front door. I walked downstairs. My hair was a mess, I was in shorts and a thin top and I had mascara stained on my cheeks after crying. I opened the door to see Camilo. He smiled before realising the state I was in. "Y/n, what's wrong?" He asks. I couldn't be mad at him for having a girlfriend, we only just met. "I'm fine!" I said. "I was just wondering if you wanted to take a walk and get to know each other?" He said. "Of course!" I then grabbed his hand and dragged him inside. I took him upstairs and said "just wait on my bed." He smiles and says, "ok!" I grab some clothes and walk into the bathroom. As I'm getting changed I hit my arm. "FUCK!!" I shout. "Are you ok y/n?" I must have shouted too loud as I heard my door open. "Y/n, are you ok-" I hear my mama's voice. "I'm not going to ask why there is a boy in your bed." She says and I hear my door close. I grab my hairbrush and walk out of the bathroom. "Sorry Camilo! My mama always comes in at the worst times." I say. "It's fine!" I look in my mirror whilst I'm brushing my hair and I see Camilo staring at me. My heart starts to beat faster. I turn around. "Right, are we going?" I ask. "Yep! Let's go espléndido." (gorgeous) I smile and blush at the compliment but then remember his girlfriend. When we were gone for around 10 minutes before I asked him about that girl. "Oh, her. She won't leave me alone. I have to go along with it but I really don't like her." I smile at what he says and he noticed. "Y/n is in love with Camilo Madrigal!" He says jokingly. I laugh and punch him softly on the arm. "Shut up!" He smiles before going serious. "Camilo what's wrong-" I say before I looked to where he was looking. Nathan. He was standing there eyeing me. I grabbed Camilo and ran. "Ugh I hate him!" I say. "Who wouldn't." I laugh at Camilo's remark on Nathan. "Y/n, I've been meaning to ask you something." He says, going all serious again. "Do you...hurt yourself?" He asks. My jaw drops as I realised I forgot to put something over my arms. "Uhm...yeah but it's just a coping method. I wouldn't do anything drastic, you know?" I say nervously. "Y/n, please talk to me about anything!" He says. "Camilo, I would but I just need to get to know you more, that's all. As soon as I know I can trust you, then I'll tell." I say. "Ok Y/n take your time." he says before we hear, "CAMILO?! WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH THAT SLUT?!" My eyes widen as I see who it is. It was that girl from the party. "ALEXANDRA, IT'S NOTHING!" He shouts back. Slut? I'm not a...slut. Am I?

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