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(Request) "Burden" Tamaki & Co.

A/N: This takes place before they met Haruhi 

Warning: Mentions of Suicide and self harm. 

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"Tamaki isn't here yet?" 

" I'm afraid not, Koaru.." 

"But he's never this late" 

" Yeah, and on top of that, he would never miss club hours" 

The Host club bombarded Kyoya with questions and the boys grew worried with Tamaki's absence. Where was he? Where did he go? Even Kyoya didn't know.  This wasn't the first time he'd been absent from club activities. 

From a distance, Tamaki peered around the corner, watching the boys converse. He hadn't been his usual self recently. He was distant, cold and not at all charming. He was tired and dark circles began to form under his eyes. 

"I'm gonna have to go to school tomorrow..." he whispered to himself. He got up and left. Slouching his shoulders and hugging his body. 

...

The next morning, Kyoya sat at his desk waiting for class to start. He watched the door periodically, hoping to see Tamaki. 'I'm gonna scold him for the amount of times he missed club hours this week'  He thought to himself. The bell rang, signaling the start of class. "Open your books, class" Said the teacher, as he closed the door. 

The class felt slow, and every minute filled Kyoya with worry. 'Fifteen minutes late?' thought Kyoya 'That's not like him at all. Where is he?'

The door opened slowly, Tamaki enter the class with his books up to his chest looking down aat the ground. "You're late, Mr. Suoh" the teacher said, sternly. 

"I know, Sir. It won't happen again" he apologized, as he handed a late-slip to the teacher. 

He sat down stiffly. Kyoya knew something was wrong, noticing the dark circles under his eyes and his wrinkled uniform. 'Oh my god, Tamaki would have never left the house looking like that!' 

Kyoya heard some girls in the back giggle and whisper.

"Psst" Kyoya whispered, trying to get Tamaki's attention "Tamaki.." 

nothing. 

"Tamaki.." He whispered again. He couldn't tell if he couldn't hear him or if he was ignoring him. 

Kyoya gave up with a defeated sigh.  He was going to have to wait until after class.

... 

The bell rang, this was Kyoya's chance to talk to Tamaki. 

"Tamaki" He said, as he got up from his seat. Tamaki had dashed out of the room before Kyoya could even collect his things. 'That's strange.' 

Tamaki's POV: 

'I don't want to be here right now' I thought, the swarm of people made me anxious. I quickly searched for my locker.  

I fiddled with the combination lock four or five times. "Come on, open" I whispered, angrily. Thankfully, the locker opened. I quickly collect my books for my next class. 

"Hi, Tama-chan!" 

"Ah!" I accidentally bang my head against my open locker door. It was only Honey. 

"OH NO! TAMA-CHAN, ARE YOU OKAY?!" 

I sighed and I rubbed my head, "Yeah, i'm.. ok" I put on my best smile, "You don't have to worry about me, Honey-Senpai"