I Still Feel You, My Love

Chapter 7

One day Bea and Kaz got the chance to look at wedding dresses, there some dresses that they liked. Then there is one dress that Kaz fell in love with and it was beautiful, she would look so beautiful in it. It was perfect for her and Bea was still looking for her perfect dress, she was looking for a while now and she still can't find anything. A couple hours later and finally Bea found her perfect dress

They both ordered their dresses and both of them were happy with the dresses. It's going to be an exciting day for them on their wedding day, Kaz's mother came over and spent the day with them. They went for lunch and had a great talk, her mother Faith was really good with Bea and some questions to get to know her a lot better "Do you have any kids Bea"

"I had a daughter and her name was Debbie" They talked about her daughter. After lunch Bea and Kaz went and did some stuff with her mother. Then they went home to watch a movie and hung out with each other. Bea wanted to watch a scary movie and get Kaz scared of her skin. Because it's going to be Halloween soon and it's going to be fun to watch some scary movies together but Kaz hates watching them

"There is a second movie, the last one scared the fuck of me" Bea making sure that it's okay and it's not going to be as bad from the movie. They got their blanket and popcorn for the movie, the movie was on and seeing her fiance getting so scared. Kaz was terrified of the horror movie and doesn't want the movie anymore then wanting Bea to turning the movie off "It's just a movie babe"

"Baby, please turn it off, It's fucking scary" and Bea was laughing so hard, Kaz wasn't having it but finally Bea turned the movie off to make her happy "What movie do you want to watch now" Kaz looked at Bea with a smile on her face then laughs "90 days fiance, like one we were watch in prison and make fun out it because how dramatic they are" Bea rolled her eyes but she did it anyway just for Kaz to make her happy. The show just started and had a great laugh to the people on the screen for being so fucking stupid and useless also dramatic they all are

Half way through the show Bea is going to make some dinner for the both of them and when she is starting to cook. Kaz said something like "Babe! Can we get a dog!?" Bea stops in shock and thinks Kaz has said "You want what, my love?" Kaz comes into the kitchen with a smile" Can we please get a dog?" And says it with the puppy eyes

"I don't know, my love. Dogs are a lot of work" Kaz was making fun of her because she lived on a farm until she was 15 and moved out of the house hold because of her abusive parents "Bea please can we get a dog together, they would be our first furry child" Bea looks at her with a smile on her face "I will think about it okay" Kaz had that beautiful smile came back on her face "I love you so much baby" and kissed her on the cheek then she helped Bea with dinner

That is all Kaz is thinking about is dogs in her mind. She wants to make sure that Bea doesn't forget about dogs at all, she was thinking of getting a rescued dog and Bea thinks that she is crazy and just having a baby fever for a dog. She just laughs at her, the months have gone and the wedding is getting closer by the day. They are getting stuff done, they've were so busy that Kaz forget about the whole dog thing

They wanted this wedding to be perfect and memorable for them, and also have the night of their lives together. Kaz's mother has been an amazing help to them with stuff and it makes Kaz happy to see her mother that she is making informed to be in her life and supports her no matter what. Also treating Bea like family, Kaz was worried that her mother wouldn't like and upsets her to be in the family

Their dresses are finally here and we went to different rooms to try them on, and both dresses fit beautifully. They both looked beautiful and can't wait to see each other in their dresses on their special day, the one night they were on the couch and cuddling up with each other. Watching a movie tonight until the doorbell rings

Kaz went to the door and opened it to Will Jackson. Was there "Will!? Hi, is everything okay?" He wanted to see Bea and needed to talk to her quickly, Kaz let him in the house "Hi Mr. Jackson" he smiled "Hi, Smith is good to see you again. I'm not staying long because I have a date tonight at my house, I need talk to you for second private"

Kaz lifts the room for them to chat "Is everything okay with you and Proctor, I hope you're taking care of her for me" Bea smiled at him "Don't worry we're fine, Kaz is doing great. She's living her best life probable" Will was glad to hear that from her "Where were you in the 5 years, Her heart was fucking broken over your death"

"I was in a shit hole apartment, I didn't want to start calling her because of the prison and the system and I didn't have her number and I wanted to keep her safe as much as I can" He understands that she wanted to protect her "Why didn't you come back?" Bea didn't want to go back there again, she was ready to fight back and get Kaz out of prison to have a normal life together

"You don't think I fucking tried. I got a new phone and a new number, and so I have been trying to call for 5 years straight. I got nothing, I love her more than anything in the world and I would do anything for her and for our love, she is my everything and I am to have her in my life. I am the luckiest girl in the world to marry her" He smiles at Bea with a hug "You know Bea, she is a lucky person that loves, adores, worships and protects you from this shit hole world. She loved you so much"

Will had to go and congratulate them for their wedding then lifted, Kaz closes the door and locks up. They went back to their movie, cuddled up next to each other with their blanket on them and finished the rest of the movie. Then they both talked until Bea said the word dog "What kind of dog are we thinking of getting?" Kaz's eyes got big and believed what she said from Bea's mouth

"Are you serious!?" Bea looked at her with a smile and nodded. Kaz was excited about getting a dog. "I think we should get a Golden" She was surprised when Kaz said "Why Golden Retriever?" Kaz said that they are a great family as a pet to have

"Let's not get one right now because the wedding is coming and we are getting busy by the day because of the wedding day. After that we get one okay, my love" Kaz was sad but she understands about the wedding coming really soon and they're busy with everything going on. Time has passed on and it's the day of the wedding, Bea and Kaz were getting scared by the minute

Kaz is glad that her mother is there to help with the wedding and making sure that everything is going as planned. Bea and Kaz were getting ready and putting their dresses on, Kaz's mother comes to check up on her and started to cry "Karen, you look so beautiful in the dress" Kaz smiles with tears down her face

"Thanks mum and you look great as well, have you seen Bea yet?" They both smiled at each other "I have seen Bea, she looks very beautiful and Bea said that she is very nervous but excited about today" Kaz giggled and they both hugged with a smile on their faces and her lifts and let Kaz to get ready. She will be back to get her when she is ready to go

It didn't take long for Bea to get ready and went outside then waited for Kaz to come out. Kaz just finished getting ready and her mother came back to get her and she couldn't help but cry when her saw daughter fully ready, "How are you feeling Karen?" Kaz had mixed emotions that they were going mental "Honestly mum. I'm scared but excited to marry her at the same time" Faith gave her a hug "Your going to be great, it's normal to be scared but you will make it through. She's lucky to have you, It's going to be okay"

The wedding went as planned and everything was perfect, Faith walked her daughter down the aisle. There were a lot of tears when Bea and Kaz got married, it was a beautiful night to have some fun with some dancing with the brides then Faith got to dance with her daughter. She had a big smile on her face and wished that her husband was here to dance with his daughter on her wedding day but Faith got the chance to dance with Kaz on her special day "I'm proud of you Karen" they both smiled and danced into the night