William Shakespeare: Sonnet 18

Chapter 5

Chapter 5: Sometimes too hot the eye of heavens shines,

I woke up the next day. Today I have to go to the gym for my first day of work.

I thought of Tom again. Last night Sarah broke my heart, buy I guess that is the way that she keeps me.

Tom was like an angel; that's all I can say. The beauty of his eyes was so perfect that no one could stare at them without a flushing cheek; how could the lord be so selfish, putting all his love, those pink lips on those flawless skin?

His eyes, so light yet so wise; so bright but with a glimpse of pain; so clear yet have a shine of mischief; how could they be so simple yet so complicated?

He was an angel, a perfect creature of the lord, I don't get the chance of loving him.

Who, or do I have the chance to be this flawless yet broken man's sun?

He was so lonely, I could see that, but he was clever enough to hide them; yet he shows his emotions easily too, so cunning and so honest at the same time; you can't relay on them.

My phone rang, and a message popped from the screen.

'Hey Chris, it's Tom Hiddleston. I'm wondering if you want to have a lunch with me?'

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I opened my phone to check every 15 minutes, and I guess I am so worried sick. I can't even stand my phone ring.

Then, my phone rang.

'I am sorry Tom, but I am not available. Sorry.'

I put down my phone, but my head looked at the ceiling to prevent my tears from falling.

I wasn't a crying type of people, and I couldn't think of why I would cry only I can't go to eat lunch with someone.

Maybe it's because that I trusted that Chris won't let me down, but he did.

The bright light shown on my eyes. It hurts me and my tears really rolled from my eyes, and down to my lips.

Chris was like the sun, sometimes so warm, but could be too shinny, or don't even give a glimpse of sun light.

I wiped my tears quickly, and went out to the school café for lunch, hanging a fake smile.