Teary but can not cry
Not happy but not sad
Alone but not lonely
Confused in-between
Late night shower thoughts
Sad slow music blasting in the background
Water thudding in the floor
Mrs gal knocking on my door
Letting her in with no denial
The functional part existing
And her taking over
Her grip stronger than I am
Holding me tightly not letting go
Fighting with every strength in me
The battle getting overwhelming
And harder day by day
Trying to take a break but falling
Two times backwards
Winning or loosing
Loosing not being the best
Winning seeming far from the start
Unbearable thoughts
The breaking point nearing but refusing to give in
Knowing there is no medication
But knowing the cure
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Dark Hours
PoetryPoems based on a broken heart Depressed mind Wounded soul And unstable body
