story of my life

suffocated.

It been a long time. Idk why.

Maybe it just burst.

Since morning, i cried along the way to work.

I know why i cried.

Embarassed. Guilty. Felt not worth.

I just felt so tired. My head hurts so much.

I thought im okay.

Tonight, when i came back from work, that fxxking feeling came again.

I cried for 2 hours. I cried through my way back home. It such a tiring and long day.

I just wanna close my eyes. And fly far away.

Hearing taemin voice make me cried harder. I just miss him so much.

Snow flower. He said 'it been hard' huh,

It fxxking hard.

I just wanna give up. Really.

I just fxxking tired. I wish i was here.

I miss you jonghyun, taemin, kibum, minho, jinki .

I miss all of you.

I miss them.

Idk what happens 2021.

It just a roller coaster year. For me.

I hope that i will survive. For another years.

Goodbye, 2021.