please

-12-

"Eva?" I cried through the phone.

"Vic, what's wrong?" She sounded worried.

"Please come to my fathers..." It was getting harder to breath.

"My father's office" I muttered before falling back to the ground closing my eyes.

The last thing I heard was Eva's voice calling out for me.

But I couldn't answer because everything went black.

"Vic?" I heard a voice call out.

"Vic wake up?"

"VIC! Please god wake up" I heard the panicked voice of Eva.

Groaning I tried to open my eyes.

"Oh god, what happened to you?" She said trying to touch me making me whimper flinching away from her.

"Hey hey it's just me Vic" Eva soothed trying to relax me.

I scooted closer to her and hugged her like my life depended on it.

I finally let out the sobs that I was holding in.

"Oh god, Vic" Eva said pulling me to her chest hugging me.

"What happened Vic tell me" Eva said looking worried at me.

"My... my father and a... Adam" I couldn't continue my story because I broke down and I felt like I couldn't breathe.

"It's okay, just breathe I'm here" she tried to calm me down.

And I did.

After a few minutes of crying, I broke the silents.

"Can we please go to your place?" I asked.

"Yeah of course we can"

I just nodded not saying anything.

Eva helped me walk to her car because I was limping.

We didn't talk to each other the whole car ride.

When we arrived at her place, she helped me out the car and brought me to her guest room so I could lay down.

"Should I call Nathan?" Eva asked walking into the living room.

"No please, can I stay with you for a few days?" I asked.

I was seated on the couch with my knees up to my chest and a blanket covering me.

"Sure, just let Nathan know, okay?"

"Yeah, okay I'll text him" I muttered softly.

"Alright... I will make some dinner" she said walking away.

I felt disgusted with myself.

How could I let this happen?

I wanted to scream and to cry all at the same time, but I couldn't I was numb.

After Eva and I had some dinner, I had a shower to wash everything clean but after scrubbing for God knows how long but I still felt dirty.

I didn't know what to do, I don't want anybody to know how dirty I am.

"Vic? You're awake?" Eva asked knocking on my door.
 I didn't say anything I was just looking out the window deep in thought.

What is Eva going to think when she knows what happened, will she think I'm gross?



"Vic your lights are on" Eva said still standing behind the door.


"Come in" I replied softly.