please

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"Come on Vic it's been three weeks, you need to go out for a walk or something" Nathan said opening my curtains.

For the last week I stayed in my room and the only things I did was sleeping, eating and showering.


the only people that could come close were Eva, Nathan and Lilian.


I didn't even want my family to come close, they tried to visit but Nathan respected my wishes and told them we were busy, and he would text them when they could come.


And I was thankful for that, for him.



Nathan has been extra nice this week, he tried to be home as much as possible and we would spend time together.


And with time I mean that he got some exercises for me so I can practice being under people again without flinching away from them.


And they do work I don't flinch away when Eva, Nathan or Lilian are here and I think that that is good enough, but Nathan and Lilian thought different about that.



I also reported Adam to the police after Nathan talked to me about it and told me it was the best thing I could do, and he got arrested, apparently, he raped 5 women in the last 8 months, and they were looking for him.


My father also got arrested for abuse and helping Adam for raping me, he only got a short sentence but still.
 My mom was shocked to hear what he did to me and what happened to me in general.


But she's doing good.

I never wanted my mom to find out about it like this but it happened and I can't turn back time.



"I don't know if I can Nathan, I don't feel comfortable" I sighed.


"You can do it Vic I'm going to be with you all of the time and if something happens or you don't feel comfortable, we will leave okay?" Nathan asked grabbing my coat and shoes along with his.



For this whole week Nathan didn't have his normal hookups.
 Maybe he still has them in his office? I don't know but he hasn't been bringing them home.



"Alright, okay lets go then" I breathed accepting the coat and shoes from Nathan's hands.



The weather is perfect, it's almost summer.


Breathing in the fresh air, I was relieved to be outside again.



"You're doing so good baby" Nathan said with a proud look on his face.
 The word baby made me blush and warm from the inside.


"Thanks" I muttered turning around to walk further.


"Wait come here"


"What?"


"You see that?" Nathan asked pointing his finger to a small cafe.


It was a cute cafe, it looked a lot like a kids cafe because everything was so colorful.



"I'm not going in there" I stated looking at him.


"Yes, you are, come on you can do it" he replied grabbing my hand and leading me to the cafe.


"Nathan I can't, what if something happens?" I freaked.


"Then we will leave okay, everything is going to be fine" 

Sighing we walked to the cafe, hand in hand.


I thought that I lost my feelings for Nathan when I stepped into a relationship with Evan, but they are still here and I can't tell him about them, I don't think I want too yet.


I don't want a relationship right now because I'm still recovering from everything.

That got me thinking about Evan, I haven't spoken to him since before the 'accident' I don't know where he is.