Dear diary,
You are my only friend anymore. All I do is sit by this damned wall driving myself crazy. I scream his name until my throat is raw, I cry until I am asleep. I scare people because of it. I need my brother I miss him. I dont know how I can survive this, I can't see him everyday with him gloating about how awesome he is, I cant hear his voice or his laughter and shining eyes. The only thing I have to remember him is the picture from when I was young. He looked so... happy and full of life. Thats probably not what he looks like now. Damn! I just want them to tear this goddamn wall! down!
