juke forever

Baby Names.

It was past midnight, and Luke was fast asleep. I couldnt sleep, i had to figure out a name for our baby. Its been on my mind for weeks.

I like Dakoda, zola or oakley. Thoughs names always caught my eye,but its also up to luke..

I looked over to see a sleeping luke, and a small smile creeped onto my face, it was around 1:30 now and i still couldnt sleep. I was thinking alot about having this baby, I could see how excited he was to have a baby, but i still feel like my father is still upset. He sounded disapointed whenever i bring it up. Thats why i havent talked to him for weeks. Luke doesnt know, i tell him that i still talk to him.

And with me only being 19.. it worries me. I still havent figured out my life, i just finished school and i i feel like i cant go to college like i wanted too. My whole life, is surrounded by this baby now. As much as im excited to have her, it scares me. I would never call this a mistake. But i wish i could have her later on, like after i graduated. Or once ive been married. But all thoughs dreams have gone down the drain.

I know i can still do thoughs things, but it would be harder since i have a baby to look after.

I started to feel tired after while, so i layed down next to look and fell asleep.

Morning time...

I woke up around 9:00 since i had to use the bathroom. Luke was already up, "Morning Jules" he whispered behind my back, "Morning Lukey" i chuckled, "you look tired.. what time did you go to sleep?" he asked, "im not tired." i lied, "and its fine.." i half smiled and he shook his head, "i know your lying, but i dont want to argue." he laughs but also frowned. "Im sorry.." i said, "dont worry about it." he reasured. I sighed, "Anyways! i was thinking about names.." "Oh..? what are they?"  he asked, "I like Oakly or Dakoda, and also Delilah." he smiled, "i like thoughs, especially Delilah, i think it suits her."

"So is that her name? Delilah?" i smiled, "i guess so" he chuckled and bent down towards my stomach, he layed his hands on my stomach gently. "Hey Delilah" he smiled, "i cant wait to see you sweetie." he kissed my stomach. He looked back up at me with googlily eyes and i smiled.

We can do this. I know me can. i thought to myself.

We can do this.