Author Note- Omg another chapter holy shit. Sorry for the delay hope you enjoy!!
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TW- scars, language, ?trauma?
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I opened my eyes to find a crying yet happy Sapnap running out of the room probably to tell the others that I'm back.
"Shit..." I tried to sit up and did...kinda. I was half up half down.
"Y/n!! Oh my fucking god you back," Skeppy said, running into the room to hug me. Behind him followed Bad, Ranboo, and Sapnap. Surprisingly Bad said nothing about Skeppy's words. Two more times I heard my name along with some form of "your awake" or from Bad, sobs. I mean I could make out some type of "your awake" . Hugs and I mean HUGS from all directions came. From the front, left, right.
"Let go let go!! Yeah I'm alive but all your sobbing and hugs might kill me again shit."
"Language," Bad said with a smile and a few tears running down his face.
"Yeah yeah." I looked at my shirt. Stab hole still there along with a scar. "Out." No questions were asked just wiping of tears and footsteps followed by the shutting of my door. I grabbed a clean shirt, took off my bloody shirt with a giant hole in the side. I look at the scar in the full body mirror.
"Fucking hell...that makes three." I looked at the one covering my eye, "I'm a half blind bitch. Nice."((One from the first death covering the right side of your torso, two from the second death, the one the killed you and the eye one is from hitting a rock. Sorry didn't feel like including that part))
I put on the other shirt and left my room. 𝘈 𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳? A letter sat at the entrance of my door. I picked it up and turned it over. I didn't want to read it. Why? Because it had a smiley face on it.
"Fuck no." Yet I opened it anyways. Again, why? Cuz I'ma dumbass. A smart dumbass. It read: "𝓦𝓮𝓵𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓫𝓪𝓬𝓴. 𝓗𝓸𝔀 𝔀𝓪𝓼 𝓦𝓲𝓵𝓫𝓾𝓻 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓢𝓬𝓱𝓵𝓪𝓽𝓽? 𝓖𝓸𝓸𝓭 𝓘 𝓱𝓸𝓹𝓮. 𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓶𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓫𝓮 𝔀𝓸𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰 '𝓦𝓱𝔂 𝓲𝓼 𝓯𝓾𝓬𝓴𝓼 𝓷𝓪𝓶𝓮 𝓭𝓲𝓭 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓽𝓽𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓴𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓶𝓮?!' 𝓦𝓮𝓵𝓵 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓼𝓮𝓮 𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮, 𝓢𝓪𝓹𝓷𝓪𝓹 𝓭𝓲𝓭 𝓼𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓘 𝓭𝓲𝓭𝓷'𝓽 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓘 𝓭𝓸𝓷'𝓽 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓹𝓮𝓸𝓹𝓵𝓮 𝓭𝓸𝓷'𝓽 𝓭𝓸 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓘 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓶 𝓽𝓸 𝓸𝓻 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓼𝓸 𝓽𝓸 𝓽𝓮𝓪𝓬𝓱 𝓱𝓲𝓶 𝓪 𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓸𝓷 𝔀𝓱𝔂 𝓴𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓱𝓲𝓶 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓘 𝓬𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝓴𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓵𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓲𝓼 𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮 𝓲𝓶𝓹𝓸𝓻𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓷 𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓸𝔀𝓷 𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮. 𝓨𝓸𝓾 :)". That ass
" Y/n? You good," Sapnap called.
"Oh uh yeah give me like a minute. Having trouble with my balance." It wasn't a lie but also wasn't the truth
"You want help?" I could hear him starting to walk up the stairs.
"Nope! I'm fine but thanks!"
"Mk."
What the hell was that?! As I walked down the long hallway I heard a crash from downstairs.
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Author Note- Wow another short chapter who woulda guessed? Anyways hope you enjoyed this really short chapter and sorry for the delay I've just lost a spark for this book but I don't wanna give up on it like Cloud does so easily. Thanks for the support!! (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡
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