When we were lovers

A looking glass into the past. (POV: North)

As I park my car I sit and think about what just happened. We just kissed. I thought it would never happen but WE KISSED! I get out of the car and stop myself from looking back at her. I didn't want to look stupid if she wasn't looking at me. I walk inside and lock the door. I rush upstairs. I look out my window to try and see if she is still there. Still looking. But I couldn't see her. I lay back on my bed and start thinking about Jade. Her lips on mine. She smelled like vanilla. All I keep thinking is going over to her house and kissing her one more time. I can't help but feel like I am falling for her. I don't know what this feeling is, but it makes me feel scared but relieved.
Moments later I hear rain starting to tap on my window. I wonder what Jades doing right now? The rain gets heavier. I head downstairs and go outside. I like the rain. It's calming. It feels like home.
After standing out in the rain for a few minutes, I head inside and start making some food.
Boom.
Startled I continue to cook. Mom arrives home and asks me how my day was.
"It was okay mom."
"Well what did you do today?" She asks.
"Nothing, just went out with the girl across from us." I say blandly.
"Oh, okay!"
And that was it.

After I ate I went up to my room and laidback on my bed.
School was starting up soon.

As night fell, I fell asleep.
I woke up at 3:47am, recalling my dream was hard but I do remember a fat shard of glass breaking into my stomach right below my belly. I ripped it out and there was ten times more shards, smaller, but still in my stomach. By the time I could take it all out, I had a hole in my belly. I was bleeding. And there was a hole in me.
I woke up startled.
I couldn't sleep again after that. How could I. As the night passed by my mind kept racing. I couldn't get myself to get out of bed. I forgot how to move, so I just laid still. I tried to reside in the comfort of my bed but I couldn't. As morning came I struggled to get up. I saw the light peaking into my window.

I heard a knock on my door. My mom came in and told me to get up. I told her that I needed a second. Then she left. After laying there for what felt like an hour, I got up and proceeded to get ready for the day. I couldn't wait to see Jade even though yesterday had ended off in a weird way. I still couldn't wait to see her. There was just something about her that made me feel so comforting.

Author note:
Sorry for not posting in a while. I meant to get this chapter done a few days ago but I had a lot of work, and got some writers block. Also sorry for making the chapter a bit short I kinda just wanted to move on to Jade. Lol. Anyways I hope you enjoyed and feel free to leave a comment <3 love you all! See you in the next chapter!