𝑾𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒊𝒏 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆, 𝒊𝒏 𝑶𝒄𝒕𝒐𝒃𝒆𝒓. | Kang Sae Byeok.

CHAPTER 30.

CHAPTER 30: dancing with her ghost.

I suggest playing the song (to get in the moment, pls try it lolol) once you see: 🎶🎶🎶

Song: dancing with your ghost (Sasha Sloan.)

Sae Byeok's POV.

Me and Gi-Hun got back to his house an hour later, he patted my back and gave me a smile before I entered the room while he slept on the couch.

He isn't that bad...

I removed the cap he put on me earlier when it was raining, I stared at it and smiled.

He's like my dad now.

"if you could only see me and Gi-Hun right now." I looked up, remembering how Y/n saved this man's life.

Remembering how I stole his money, and how he kept me by his side on the games.

I'm thankful I met him.

We could've been a little family, Y/n. You, me, Gi-Hun, Ji-Yeong, Kenji and Ali.

I don't know, but the thought of us being all together feels happy.

I sat on the bed, noticed an old radio on the counter and a picture of Gi-Hun and his daughter.

It made me smile, I grabbed it giving it a closer look. "cute."

I miss my dad, my mom, Cheol, everyone.

I'm sorry I'm taking so long to get you back, little bro. I just feel like I don't have the guts to face you yet after everything that has happen.

It hurts. No matter how much I try to put up my walls, there's always that something that'll trigger it. It's so heavy that I have to wake up having that heavy feeling inside of me all the damn time.

And I have to live with it.

It's like everything that I cherish just slips out of my hand.

Like a fucking curse.

Not having her beside me makes it worse. I've gotten so used to her holding my hand, or simply being with me whenever I struggle.

I miss you so much...

🎶🎶🎶

"I miss you too."

Tears began to roll down my cheeks as I saw Y/n, smiling at me.

"w-why did you have to do it?" I cried, she approached me and caressed my cheeks as tears began to also form in her eyes,

This...

This feels so real.

"I'm sorry..." she sobbed, I held her hand that's on my cheeks and kissed it, wishing it was real.

"i love you..." I mouthed at her,

She smiled at me, holding my hand as I stood up. My breathing was shaky as her hands felt so cold, just like before.

Are you really gone?

The radio started playing an unfamiliar tune, as Y/n put her hands around my neck, me hugging her waist. We slowed dance to the song, closing my eyes hoping this isn't a dream, wishing this was real. That she was here, in my arms and we're both okay.