Liams p.o.v
Niall had told me everything. Gawd I feel so awful. So I invited him to live at my house. I asked my mom and she said yes. So its confirmed. We basically adopted Niall.
This is good and bad. Good because I get to see one of my best friends all day, everyday, and I know he wont get abused anymore. Its bad cuz recently I admitted to myself that I have a crush on Niall and he will now be so close everyday.
We wont have a chance on dating now. Oh well. At least he is close by. I know he will be safe and thats all that matters to me. For now.
Nialls p.o.v
*Beep beep beep*
Ughhhh another day through hell. I got up and got a warm shower. (AHH I hope u can picture it! Its so sexxay and quite a good picture in my head.) When I was done I put on a green onesie and put on my pair of black converse, then left the house.
*Lunch time*
I was sitting at me, Liams, and Zayns usual table when all of the sudden Harry and Louis walked by and started laughing.
"Hey Lou, its the homeless blonde headed freak that got abused by his dad. HAHAH even his parents dont love the fag!" They started walking away. Before they completly left they turned around and spit at my feet. At our school that shows a sign of disapprovel and disgust.
Finally Liam and Zayn got to our table.
"What happened Nialler?" Liam questioned.
"Nothing! Why? How much did you see?"
"I just saw them laughing then spit at your feet"
"Its nothing, just ignore it."
"Whatever Ni, just hurry up and eat so we can go outside."
"Im not really hungry," I commented as I stood up to throw my food away.
They were staring at me as if I were an alien who just talked french or something.
"WHAT!?!?" I yelled.
Zayn just looked down and muttered a "nothing".
Liam stared at me for another 30 seconds before saying,
"Ni, its just that your ALWAYS hungry."
"I ate earlier, im just not that hungry."
"OK," He shrugged it off and let it go.
Zayns p.o.v
I know somethings wrong with Niall. I mean come on he wasnt hungry! That boys always hungry. He never EVER wastes food. Hes like a human garbage disposal. He also wouldnt tell Liam what was going on.
I need to talk to Liam and see if there is something going on that I dont know about. After about twenty minutes of searching for Liam, I found him.
"Liam do u know something that I dont? Whats going on with Niall?"
Liam stared at me with a look of uncertainty before taking a deep breathe and telling me everything. I feel sooooo bad for Nialler but at least he is at Liams now, safe and sound.
*End of day*
Harry. Thats the only thing on my mind. No matter what I think about, it always brings me back to Harry.
Why does he mean so much to me? The past never leaves my head. Everyday I think about it. Some days it puts me in pain. I just cant help but blame myself for what happened. After all it is my fault for believing him. He probaly doesnt even remember, Hell after that year I made mum move us so I didnt have to face school. I just recently moved back last year. ( if u dont know whats going on, basically hes giving tiny hints of the past.)
Ever since I moved back last year he made me the laughing stock of the school. First he bullied me about my style, then my personality, then it became worse. He started calling me a fag but what he doesnt know is that its true. He does it for fun and games he just doesnt know the truth.
Well hopefully next year is a better year for me, after all next year is my last year then there is no more Harry.
Nialls p.o.v
I have one thing on my mind all the way home. I just need to hurry, Liams going to the store and his mum is at work. Theyll both be back soon. I need to get it done before then.
I reached into my pocket to make sure that it was still there. I sighed in relief as I felt the cool touch of the metal contacting skin.
Ive only done it once. But it relieved stress. At this time I got to the front door of Liams house, also my new home. I walked through the door, threw my backpack on the couch, put my jacket on the coat rack, and grabbed a bag of chips.
I went upstairs and started playing my guitar for awhile. About ten minutes later I looked at the clock and realized everyone would be back in a half hour. So I should probaly do my bussiness now.
I went into the bathroom and put a towel on the floor and sat on the towel so blood wouldnt stain the floor.
I pulled my pocket knife out of my back pocket. I slowly lifted it up and brought it against my wrist. I slowly pushed then quickly slid it leaving a big gash and a trail of blood.
Everytime I started relieving stress I kept remembering Harrys words at lunch today. The cutting went on for about another 45 minutes before I heard the front door. I wasnt sure if I had really heard it or if I was hearing shit so I just got back to cutting.
About ten minutes later I heard feet coming up the stairs and Liams voice calling out, I started panicking.
"Niall are you in there?!"
"Yes give me a second!"
"Are you ok in there Nialler?!"
"Yes everythings going just fine!!" I called out shakily
The events that came withen the next 20 seconds happened so fast I couldnt keep up.
Liam had kicked the door in and was staring at the blade in my hand and the blood trickleing down my wrist and all over the towel. The look on his face made me worried. It looked like pain. But why pain? Then it turned into anger.
"What the hell Niall?!?!"
"Liam its not what it looks like!"
"Then what is it? Huh Niall???"
"You dont understand Liam!!"
His look softened and he sat down next to me.
"I would understand if you would please tell me whats going on and why."
"O-ok. They call me worthless, ugly, pathetic. They say I'm so ugly that not even my own parents love me. They tell me noone will ever love me and that the world would be better if I didn't exsist."
"Niall, Don't listen to them, their opinions don't matter!""YOU DON"T KNOW THAT!!""Niall.""What?"
"Your perfect to me," at that moment Liam then leaned in and softly touched my lips with his. The whole world went away and all my problems left my mind.
AUTHOR NOTE: Hello everyone sorry it's been so long since a update but my mom found my story and wasnt happy so i wasnt able to update for awhile. The story kinda went from zarry to niam but i will change it back don't worry :) how do u guys like the niam moment? and poor nialler!! I LOVE YOU ALL!! i have 507 reads! it means alot. Check out my other story im co writing with @sunrisetillsunset its called soulmates. Follow/vote/comment thanks!!XxShyxX
