Zayns p.o.v
Hi my name is Zayn Malik. Im a junior at Palisade high and I have a total of two friends. Niall and Liam. Niall is irish and blonde he has a very shy personality until he gets to know you and Liam has chocolate brown eyes and he is very serious all the time. Niall and I like to call him Daddy Liam. The thing thats amazing about my friends is that they are always there for me through everything. There is also Louis. He seems kool if your friends with him if your not then he is pretty mean trust me I know. Then there is Harry. He has curly brown hair and dreamy green eyes. He has got a smile that can make your day. Yes I am gay. I dont accept myself though. The only people that know are Liam and Niall, life would be torturous if anybody else knew. But why him. Why do I like the one person that will never like me back. I dont understand myself sometimes. Im just so confused with my feelings. I know I think Harry is attractive but Im second guessing my sexuality. What if Im not gay? Oh Zayn its not even worth the struggle, you know that you are gay. I have the same exact mental fights with myself about the same exact topic every freaking day. Im trying to move ahead and be in the present but my mind keeps traveling back to the past.
Authors note: Hello I am new to wattpad. Today is actually my first day on here and I have never really written a story like this so sorry if it is very boring but yah let me know if I should continue on with this story. Oh and im on my mobile so please excuse the grammer/spelling mistakes.
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ps if I do continue on with this story next chapter will be longer
i just realized this chapter is super boring and has absolutly no point but if yall want me to keep on next chapter will be more interesting
