"Reality like a rose" ➪ 𝑬𝒍.

Page I (trust and secrets)

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Having someone that cares for you is amazing to say,
Talking all day, joking around and feeling save around them is great but one day it will all disappear, little by little.
You can also have a spiteful argument that can turn u in someone that just hates themselves, it happens.
Information by information that u said to that person can be turn in a harm to you in a second or more, in my eyes and the harmful memories I had crossed, its better to not say information about yourself to others.
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Everyday at any moment u can make a new friend to talk to, right?
It dosen't matter how or when, sometimes... if u get to know them very well they might start thinking "they trust me enough, to tell me all their fears and emotions" don't be silly and don't trust them right away even if you know them for a long time, poeple can change and some poeple have fake personalities.

Behind that caring, silly, trustworthy face there's always a hideous devil hiding, maybe in your younger days you did the mistake of telling someone something emotional that can destroy you if it get heard by other poeple then the person you told, that's a person who likes to gossip, that likes to see you miserable, to see you cry your eyes out because they told your secret(s) to other people

Its not their fault fully, it's your fault that u trust anyone fast and don't think about ur words that you're saying.

How does it feel wen ur closest friend leaves you for someone better? And they leave with information from you they can mock you, embarrass you to that new person that is better then you, those secrets will spread and get to your other close friends

They will ask you "You don't trust me enough to tell me your secrets?"
They will leave you behind where you're crying your heart out because you don't have anymore friends to talk to, to feel save with... you will feel miserable.

Maybe you'll have the thoughts about committing suicide, well houldn't that be "wonderful"? Now that you have no one that cares for you, you can "peacefully" die.

Sadness written on your face while your dead body is there that could be "amazing" to your so called "FRIENDS"

I'm not saying you should do it, it's better to overthink every possibility.. maybe they care? Or maybe not? No one knows, if you actually want to disappear you can always brake contacts with everyone and start a new life.
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